I know I haven't been here long but I wanted to thank everyone who reached out to sympathize with our shared desire. I'm currently at the place I'm going to ctb and hopefully this time is the last time I have to try this. Good luck and peace to you all, whatever choice you decide to make.
FieCher
Member
- Nov 19, 2023
- 26
MyLuckyStars
Funeral Crasher
- Dec 13, 2023
- 69
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,519
breezeboy
To infinity and beyond
- Dec 8, 2023
- 404
MrFreshTheCat
Im tired, I love cats <3
- Jan 9, 2024
- 35
Hoping you find what you've been seeking, and that the journey is a relief. Best of wishes! 
Dliena
𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
- Dec 22, 2023
- 1,889
Initial plan was swb with air duster but just practiced with my backup night night. Never felt so peaceful before I released it. I think that's how I'm going now.
Kimlett
Member
- Jan 7, 2024
- 69
Princess_Kitty
Lost kitty
- Jan 4, 2024
- 177
Tears in Rain
..............
- Dec 12, 2023
- 858
Another failed attempt. Woke up mid drowning and coughed my lungs to for 30 minutes. Too shaken to try night night. Ffs why does it have to be so difficult.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,966
It's horrible to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms, it must be so dreadful what you've been through, I hate how we cannot have the option to just easily cease existing in peace.
Am sorry, you must be feeling awful, you may need to go to the er, I am not sure but I have read here something called dry drowning or something, If you had breathed water into your lungs it could hours letter drown you and kill you. On the other side it could be a short cut to defeating SI :)
