Story Goodbye Thread

[PrettyKitty]

Hello, I haven't been on the form long but I have posted about my plans and how I'm gonna carry it out.

My name is Niki.
I'm 18 and I struggle with BPD, Anxiety, ADHD, dyslexia and Lyme disease. I know I got pretty unlucky set of cards didn't I?
Today is the last day I'm spending on earth Happily, I am going to go out by hanging my preferred method (probably drunk well doing so I hope)
I've booked the motel I'm going to do it at and am currently packing and getting ready to take the bus to the motel.
I want to say thank you for all of your support on past form posts I've made.
It's sad I'm leaving so many loving family members and friends behind but It's for the best.

I've wiped all history on other devices and will too this one after posting this.
If I don't come on again I'm dead.
If I do it might be police/parents or I failed.

I will update if I can before I do it on my phone.
Thank you all.
Safe travels <3

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle burns for you, I hope it guides your soul to love and light

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm sorry you're going through so much and I wish you didn't have to make this kind of decision because of how young you are. It isn't fair at all. It's okay if you change your mind, but good luck to you either way.

 

[SatouR]

Good luck, hope you find peace

 

[fsm-sv]

Goodbye, I hope that you find peace in death.

 

[glitterypearls]

I have BPD too and it's so hard to deal with, so I can't even imagine the type of things you deal with considering the other things you struggle with, I hope you have your peace regardless of what decision you make, just remember it won't be too late to back out if you change your mind and if you need someone to talk to I'll be here, but if you are set on CTB, I support you and wish you eternal peace <3

 

[Shivali]

 

[Dead Meat]

Really sorry to see you go @PrettyKitty I wish you everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul

 

[Touhou]

Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth & you're able to find what you've been searching for postmortem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Goodbye, I hope that you find freedom from this horrible world.

 

[Aisley]

Joined Monday. Christ, this poor kid.

 

[Galileo3630]

As you embark on your journey today, I want to extend my heartfelt wishes for a peaceful and safe voyage. May the winds carry you towards a better beyond, and may the sun shine upon you, filling you with warmth and hope. I pray that you find the solace you seek and that your journey leads you towards a better existence. Bon voyage, my friend.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I've wiped all history on other devices and will too this one after posting this.

Don't forget to SPECIALLY erase your porn history

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye , enjoy your last day.

 

[man_in_red:)]

Goodbye, and may you find in death what you could not have in life.

 

[Yahwa]

I wish you a peaceful exit May you get the love you deserve and a better set of cards in your next life

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It saddens me that you find yourself at this place in your life, and I wish you only peace in your journey for all eternity.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Thank you for sharing a part of yourself with us. I hope that you have a safe journey and find your happiness. *hugs*

 

[Tartuffe]

❤

 

[Misery99]

Hope you found peace

 

[boblong]

*Salutes . Goodbye comrade.

 

[SilentSadness]

I hope you find the peace you have missed.

 

[wait-bus-stop]

I hope you have found peace

 

[bloop714]

Hope you find peace

 

[PrettyKitty]

Help me please I'm choking and I thought I did the tie right but I didn't pass out I tried it for likes 4 mins and I felt lightheaded but it won't work

 

[marshmallowfluff]

Hey @PrettyKitty, are you still with us?

 

[dimstar]

They are. I was closely watching and sad they went through a traumatic experience. The exit door can be harder to open than we think. Hope your doing well prettykitty.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Help me please I'm choking and I thought I did the tie right but I didn't pass out I tried it for likes 4 mins and I felt lightheaded but it won't work

How are you doing? It sounds really horrible what you went through and I hope you're okay!

 

[Euthanza]

Help me please I'm choking and I thought I did the tie right but I didn't pass out I tried it for likes 4 mins and I felt lightheaded but it won't work

I'm sorry you have to go that way at such young age, it's indeed a very hard way.