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Mimi_

Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
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Hi!!! It's finally time, I'll take the SN in a couple of hours!

I am following Stan's guide using Metopimazine as AE. I know it is not the best but I have backup glasses so I am not concerned about throwing up. I still have 5 hours to reach the fast of 8h, so I'm going to fondle Lizzie and listen to music during this time. I never felt so lonely tho.

The SN is from IC, it arrived in one week.
I will take 25g of SN per glass, I weigh around 66kg for 1m73 so it should be enough. Is it true that drinking warm water is preferable for absorption? I know laying on the right side is, so I will do so. If you have any advice, please let me know !!
I'll try to write down how I feel throughout the process until I pass out.

I was very restless at the beginning of the night but I have calmed down a little now. I hope I don't get too nervous before I take SN.
 

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kakapepe

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what are you gonna do with the cat? lol xd hah no but really what
 
Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
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I'm so sorry to see you go @Mimi_ I wanna wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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I only deserve to suffer
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I'm so sorry to see you go @Mimi_ I wanna wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::heart::hug::heart::hug:
Thank you, I wish you too to find tranquility and peace one day!!!
 
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kakapepe

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NO, I DIDNT KNOW THIS WORD HAD A SEXUAL MEANING I MEANT PET !!!!!PEETT!!
What I didn't mean what u tought I meant I was just asking about the pet
wanna call my dc is Maaginen66#9648
 
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lhooq

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Cute cat. Hope she'll be okay.
 
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Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
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What I didn't mean what u tought I meant I was just asking about the pet
wanna call my dc is Maaginen66#9648
My bad, I started overthinking once again. It is my sister's cat she will take care of her there are no worries about that! I am just watching over the kitty today cause sister isn't home.
 
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Jan 12, 2023
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Aww, Lizzie is so pretty; she looks like a wonderful friend. 😊 I knew you didn't mean "fondle" in a pervy way; the word's definition means:

1. To handle, stroke, or touch lovingly. synonym: caress.
2. To treat with indulgence and solicitude; pamper.
3. To show fondness or affection by stroking or touching.

I did a quick search on Metopimazine, and it looks to be a D2 antagonist: that's good.

I'm sorry you feel lonely right now. I hate feeling lonely.. I'll be around if you need some company. Either way, I wish you the best. ❤
 
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I only deserve to suffer
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She definitely is a wonderful friend, I am a bit sad knowing I won't be able to see her.

I'm sorry you feel lonely right now. I hate feeling lonely.. I'll be around if you need some company. Either way, I wish you the best. ❤
You are so sweet, thank you very much it means a lot to me.
 
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I am very saddened to see you go!

I hope you still have a lovely time with your cute kitty. If you feel lonely and want to, feel free to message me. I am available :)

I am not quite sure about the water tho. Warm water does apparently stimulate digestion better but not quite sure about absorption.

Wishing you all the Best <3
 
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It is not recommended to take the SN or other medicines with warm water because it may promote vomiting.
 
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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You aren't alone in this. Hoping all goes well for you.
 
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calssilva

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Dec 16, 2020
157
I know how it is feeling lonely,,,this is painful, so I don't judge you...this pain is killing me inside, and I hope take SN soon too
 
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vaguebluur

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Apr 3, 2023
128
Good luck x
 
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they/he
Apr 6, 2023
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i hope you go painlessly and find peace<3
 
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Apr 7, 2023
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May you go peacefully <3
 
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EfiLoneVolon

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Are you french?
Je vais probablement me faire ban pour ce post mais tanpis...
Dans un des tes posts précédent tu dis n'avoir jamais consulté de psychiatre.
As-tu tu parlais de ton mal être à quelqu'un ?Ta sœur,un ami peut-être ?
Je ne veux pas te juger, ni même minimiser l'intensité de ta souffrance mais es tu vraiment sur de ton choix?
La thérapie et les médicaments ça marche parfois.
 
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Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
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I hope you still have a lovely time with your cute kitty. If you feel lonely and want to, feel free to message me. I am available :)
Thank you, I might message you later in the night !! :]
It is not recommended to take the SN or other medicines with warm water because it may promote vomiting.
Thank you very much for the advice I will drink it at room temperature
You aren't alone in this. Hoping all goes well for you.
I know, all those messages bring me so much comfort. I feel much better now.
I know how it is feeling lonely,,,this is painful, so I don't judge you...this pain is killing me inside, and I hope take SN soon too
Loneliness is truly terrible... I wish you to find the peace you are looking for :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom that you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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that smell

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Apr 1, 2023
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Sending my best wishes. I hope you find your peace.
 
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I wish you a peaceful journey. You are not alone. You are being thought of.
 
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Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
168
Are you french?
Je vais probablement me faire ban pour ce post mais tanpis...
Dans un des tes posts précédent tu dis n'avoir jamais consulté de psychiatre.
As-tu tu parlais de ton mal être à quelqu'un ?Ta sœur,un ami peut-être ?
Je ne veux pas te juger, ni même minimiser l'intensité de ta souffrance mais es tu vraiment sur de ton choix?
La thérapie et les médicaments ça marche parfois.
Je suis française, effectivement.
Dans un moment de faiblesse, j'ai avoué à ma sœur que j'avais fait une tentative auparavant mais elle n'a pas fait grand chose pour m'aider. Les rendez-vous chez les psychiatres prennent des mois et la plupart ne veulent plus de nouveaux clients. Je ne m'attendais à rien dans tous les cas, c'est assez délicat de traiter ce genre de sujet. Non, je ne suis pas sûre. Mais je n'ai pas vraiment le choix je suis quelqu'un d'horrible.
 
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EfiLoneVolon

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Je suis française, effectivement.
Dans un moment de faiblesse, j'ai avoué à ma sœur que j'avais fait une tentative mais elle n'a pas fait grand chose. Je ne m'attendais à rien dans tous les cas, c'est assez délicat de traiter ce genre de sujet. Non, je ne suis pas sûre. Mais je n'ai pas vraiment le choix je suis quelqu'un d'horrible.
Tu vois tu n'es pas sur. Peut être que ta sœur n'est pas la bonne personne pour parler de tes problèmes,comme tu le dis c'est un sujet difficile. T'es sûrement pas une personne horrible, tu te juges trop sévèrement.Je suis suicidaire moi aussi donc je suis probablement pas la meilleur personne sur terre pour te conseiller.
Je pense que tu peux t'en sortir, faut que t'essayes.
Prends rendez-vous avec un psy donne
toi au moins cette chance.
Désolé si je bouscule tes idées et tes plans mais faut que tu vois un professionnel avant d'abandonner.
 
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CTB Dream

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Warm not good cuz warm mean thermo = more move

vry sry lone suffr hope peace hug
 
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EfiLoneVolon

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Pour les rendez-vous c 'est effectivement compliqué mais tu peux appeler des CMP, ça va souvent plus vite avec ce genre de structure sinon il y a les urgences psychatriques. Le mot fait assez peur mais le personnel est très souvent bienveillant et à l'écoute, ils peuvent t'aider plus vite.
 
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lastwords.com

Student
Mar 26, 2023
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I wish you a very peaceful journey
 
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Mimi_

Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
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Tu vois tu n'es pas sur. Peut être que ta sœur n'est pas la bonne personne pour parler de tes problèmes,comme tu le dis c'est un sujet difficile. T'es sûrement pas une personne horrible, tu te juges trop sévèrement.Je suis suicidaire moi aussi donc je suis probablement pas la meilleur personne sur terre pour te conseiller.
Je pense que tu peux t'en sortir, faut que t'essayes.
Prends rendez-vous avec un psy donne
toi au moins cette chance.
Désolé si je bouscule tes idées et tes plans mais faut que tu vois un professionnel avant d'abandonner.
Quand bien même je consulte, je resterais seule. Les professionnels de santé mentale sont aussi très chère, je n'ai pas les fonds nécessaire.
Warm not good cuz warm mean thermo = more move

vry sry lone suffr hope peace hug
Thank you sweetie, I wish you so much good things :heart: hug
 
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EfiLoneVolon

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Les consultations et suivi en CMP ou urgences psychiatriques c'est gratuit.Pas besoin de te traquasser avec des questions d'argent.
Pourquoi penses-tu rester seule ? Tu es très jeune encore plein d'opportunité devant toi.
Tu as sûrement une faible estime de toi comme moi mais ça peut ce corriger.
 

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