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t0rch

t0rch

(´▽`)
Mar 29, 2023
36
I lived an ordinary life, nothing too awful happened to me. It's funny that it's going to end soon.
There's a bottomless pit inside me. All the good things that ever happened to me fall right through.
I've tried, I really did. I'm tired now. I'm going to bed.
It's all okay now, now that it could all end.

11:30 3*200mg ibuprofen
11:45 3*10mg metoclopramide
- crush up diazepam and mix with warm water into drinkable solution
12:00 apply orajel to tongue
12:15 prepare SN drink. 25mg in 78ml warm water. Two cups.
12:20 drink diazepam solution
12:30 SN drink

I feel nothing. Perhaps it means I'm ready.

Disclaimer: I will not be providing any insight into the method or any sources.
 
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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
I hope you find everything that you have been looking for my friend
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
@t0rch I enjoyed your presence here. Hope you find everything you're looking for. 🕊️
 
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OTanerd

Member
Jan 15, 2025
57
I hope you feel better wherever you go.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
I hope you can find the peace and happiness you're looking for.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Whatever happens, I hope you can escape the pain of this world
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,016
I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
Rest in peace, firefighter! You will always be a firefly in my eyes <3 I didn't know you long, but soon I shall :'))
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Peace on your journey <3
 
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needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
771
you can always change your mind

methyl blue is the antidote if you've already had it and changed your mind

<3 for the friend I never met. I'm so sorry life has been so hard.

i wish i had known why you were sad. so sorry things have been so hard, perhaps you'll change your mind.

:aw:🤗
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
i hope you find peace!
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Hope you find peace soon and that your transition to non existence is as peaceful as possible
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
🤗🤗🤗🌹💔
 
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ItsAllSoTiresome

ItsAllSoTiresome

Member
Mar 7, 2024
36
Good luck, Godspeed
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
wishing you peace and relief no matter what 🫂🫂🤍
 
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Unrequitedlife

Unrequitedlife

Conflicted daily
Jan 10, 2025
148
Wishing you peace, tranquility and a smooth passing ♥️
 
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2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
I lived an ordinary life, nothing too awful happened to me. It's funny that it's going to end soon.
There's a bottomless pit inside me. All the good things that ever happened to me fall right through.
I've tried, I really did. I'm tired now. I'm going to bed.
It's all okay now, now that it could all end.

11:30 3*200mg ibuprofen
11:45 3*10mg metoclopramide
- crush up diazepam and mix with warm water into drinkable solution
12:00 apply orajel to tongue
12:15 prepare SN drink. 25mg in 78ml warm water. Two cups.
12:20 drink diazepam solution
12:30 SN drink

I feel nothing. Perhaps it means I'm ready.

Disclaimer: I will not be providing any insight into the method or any sources.
I hope things go peacefully for you. ♥️♥️🫂
 
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franzhype

franzhype

tired
Aug 30, 2024
25
Good luck and peace in your journey, sending hugs! 🫂💙
 
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bigbang33

Whats comin will come an well meet it when it does
May 28, 2024
85
Sending hugs and wishing you peace 🫂❤️
 
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danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
263
Good luck there! Hope you find peace.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
687
We send love.
 
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parasite_eve

parasite_eve

Between life and death; a secret third thing.
Jan 3, 2025
148
love and peace </3
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
i hope you find peace
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
Good luck, hope you find the peace you so desire.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
92
Rest in peace 🕊️
 
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needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
771
bye t0rch. haven't heard or seen a reaction from you in a while. :aw:

looks like the AI that monitors SaSu posts can classify you as a High Risk User ;-;

I'm glad you are no longer suffering. The world is so terrible sometimes. I'm so sorry.
 
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CTBsteve

CTBsteve

Member
Dec 14, 2024
25
I hope you're okay, wherever you are, sorry I couldn't be here when you were posting
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
Belated goodbye T0rch, peace and love be with you. All the best :hug:
 
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