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fastlife

fastlife

Student
Jan 21, 2022
183
hey SS I want to thank you for the beautiful time here I got fat I saw a lot of nice people here
my time is almost there the gates of heaven are open it's really beautiful up there and so much peace wonderful i start the regime tomorrow although i don't worry about it i go with sn the reason i will fail

vomiting or
be found (am alone for 12 hours)

so then think about vomiting lie that i fail otherwise i will succeed
I won't say goodbye here that's why I'll do it in this post I'll send a bricht

see you all
I'll see you on the other side:heart:

Day 1Medication and Dose
07:00hrs1 X 10mg domperidone
15:00hrs1 X 10mg domperidone
23:00hrs1 X 10mg domperidone
Day 2Medication and Dose
07:00hrs1 X 10mg domperidone
15:00hrs1 X 10mg domperidone
22:00hrs600mg of Ibuprofen
22:15hrs2 X 20mg domperidone (20mg total
23:00hrs20mg sn have back up glass ready for vomit 20mg sn
10/2hrsfood fasting an drink fasting
 
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nightshow

nightshow

Member
Aug 24, 2021
80
godspeed
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Gd luck n farewell
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

LifeHasNoOptIn

Worst Life Ever
Mar 31, 2022
208
May your journey be swift and peaceful :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,993
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace and freedom from pain in whatever happens.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I'm sorry to see you go dear friend I just want to wish you a very pleasant and serene journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
170
Safe travels love, I hope you find the peace you deserved. I'm sorry for the pain the world has put you through sending love
 
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Riddle

Riddle

Student
Mar 25, 2022
124
You are only 21? May I ask why you are choosing to ctb? I am not against it as I am in the same boat but I like to ask since you are so young. I know being young doesn't mean you can't experience pain or suffering on the level of an older person. And many people can argue about age all they want but until you grow older its impossible to understand how your perspective and thinking may change until it happens
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I wish you peace.
 
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ArcherFiles44

Member
Mar 20, 2022
89
Peace
 
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catdaddy2601

catdaddy2601

Member
Aug 6, 2021
89
I hope you find peace and I hope your transition is as pain free as possible. I hope to join you soon
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
Goodbye fastlife, rest in peace. I hope you find whatever it is that you are looking for.
 
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TheWood

TheWood

Experienced
Mar 1, 2022
216
If you ever change your mind no one will judge you. You're young and sometimes things can change. I wish you to find what you are looking for
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
Much love to you.

So many of us are leaving.

I hope the heavens are as beautiful as you imagined. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I hope they are even more beautiful than any of us could ever imagine. Wishing you peace and happiness in whatever you decide, OP.
 
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miserablemom

Member
Apr 3, 2022
16
I wish you peace and happiness.
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
Farewell, may you find peace.
 
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fastlife

fastlife

Student
Jan 21, 2022
183
You are only 21? May I ask why you are choosing to ctb? I am not against it as I am in the same boat but I like to ask since you are so young. I know being young doesn't mean you can't experience pain or suffering on the level of an older person. And many people can argue about age all they want but until you grow older its impossible to understand how your perspective and thinking may change until it happens
unfortunately I was born deformed I can't go out on the street yet or I'm stared at and laughed at or I already have to put on a hood to get out I have nothing that's not a job woman nothing I don't want to go either but unfortunately I don't want to be like a deformed human life
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
unfortunately I was born deformed I can't go out on the street yet or I'm stared at and laughed at or I already have to put on a hood to get out I have nothing that's not a job woman nothing I don't want to go either but unfortunately I don't want to be like a deformed human life
You aren't alone. :heart:
I have an incurable disease that's devouring my flesh rapidly. It just spread to my face. I am so unfathomably sorry for the pain that lead you to this point. I wish I could give you a hug.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Love you @fastlife you're my bro.
 
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Riddle

Riddle

Student
Mar 25, 2022
124
I am really sorry to hear that, I do not know what that is like and I am sure it comes with challenges. Either way, this is the life you got and you only get one. Though I wouldn't hesitate to wish you safe travels if you were 30, at 21 years old I still think there is life for you to live that would be enjoyable at age 21. Even if you just get drunk or do drugs for the next 3-5 years.
 
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Travel safe. I hope you reach your destination soon and can rest. Peace
 
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fastlife

fastlife

Student
Jan 21, 2022
183
I am really sorry to hear that, I do not know what that is like and I am sure it comes with challenges. Either way, this is the life you got and you only get one. Though I wouldn't hesitate to wish you safe travels if you were 30, at 21 years old I still think there is life for you to live that would be enjoyable at age 21. Even if you just get drunk or do drugs for the next 3-5 years.
a life will always be there for everyone of us but unfortunately life is unfortunately not for everyone i wow also very much like to stay here but alas i am leaving for heaven tomorrow i have found peace
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Have u taken the SN . The waiting period must be anxious.
 
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