Goodbye SaSu, thank you so so much <3

[33K1LLM3]

Oh SaSu. I'm truly upset that this will be my last message on here. Soon I will be gone, to pitch black, to a reality where souls rest or to second chance at living. I don't know what will happen but as long as I am resting easy, I am deeply satisfied.

I have truly been healed by this site, truly. I can't tell you how much I have been in, and how I can't cope with it continuing, to live another week, is to put broken shards of glass into my eyes, and twist them around, the mental image is haunting. You gave me the choice that I always wanted, but could never find, you gave me my body back when it had been taken from me and played with like a doll. You gave me what i needed the most, a peaceful end. And I can't thank you enough for that.

You showed me so many people, so many of those who I came to care about, and understood my pain, as I understood there's also. Even though those who didn't care tried to creep paranoia into me, make me scared of your prescence. I didn't let them win, I let myself win. Although I do wish I spent more time with you, I'm pleased with what you gave me in such a short time. Thank you so much for that.

Finally, I am genuinely sorry to those who are still suffering, especially those in the UK. Life is already hard for us who are trapped in depression, but being in this shithole of a country just makes it worse. I fear that if I do what I'm gonna do, it may be linked back here, no matter how hard I try to protect my presence here and no matter how hard I try to explain that this is what I chose and why I did it, sadly the society we have will not accept it the way we do. If when I do ctb, and this gets blamed, I will be more than sorry. Sorry will not fix, potential harassment, more restriction, and whatever May happen. But I don't want you all to suffer anymore because of my choice. I don't want to be used as a pro life martyr, but I am scared that I will be used, maybe there is a small chance, but when I look at what has happened recently, I fear the worst and In that case this site will be used against us. They don't understand and they never will, it's not their fault, but they're behaviour isn't gonna help us, it's gonna make things go to opposite in such am extreme way. Please look after yourselves, please do what is best for you, please make the right choice for yourself and not for others. Remember it's your life.

That's all I have to say, I'm gonna really miss you all.

Goodbye SaSu, Thank you so much, and I'm sorry if anything happens…

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace.

 

[bankai]

I'll miss you as well, you've been a good poster on this site. I hope you find peace.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, hope you find relief from suffering

 

[thaelyana]

I never met you on the site, what a shame you seem to be a nice person. I wish you a good flight, hoping that you find peace and that everything goes well. If you change your mind, you have the right, don't stay in pain and call for help.

My speech is done, maybe you have already left.. I love you, have a good trip.

 

[Kiako]

Rest in peace, may you find your place somewhere else

 

[PI3.14]

Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.

 

[avalokitesvara]

Take good care

 

[UnusedGate]

Hope you're successful in whatever to wish to do!

 

[Mytimeisending]

Take care

 

[Alexandra_]

Goodbye, I hope you find the peace you seek

 

[Freedomm]

Bye, we all love you. Good luck.

 

[IDontKnowEverything]

Many hugs to you. You've done great so far, may your wishes be fullfilled.

 

[Eriktf]

I have seen you around the forum, i did like you, when i saw this i got sad, its sad to lose good people......

i hope your method turns out successful, quick and peaceful

you will be remembered

may you rest in peace

 

[diopdawe]

I wish you peace.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

nothing but love.

 

[lastsummer_yay]

Sending you a hug. (っᵔ◡ᵔ)っ