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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Goodbye! I wish all of you strength & luck.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Is it goodbye to SS or to life? I wish you the best in both. It was a pleasure chatting with you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,289
I wish you the best in whatever happens. I hope you find what you are looking for.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
Is it goodbye to SS or to life? I wish you the best in both. It was a pleasure chatting with you
He is leaving the forum, I think
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
:heart:
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I wish you well dude
 
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Gsvko

Mea culpa.
Dec 14, 2021
189
Feel free to come back any time if you want, I hope you won't have to. Take care! 🥲💜
 
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InezSerrano

Experienced
Dec 3, 2021
294
Goodbye! I wish all of you strength & luck.
The only real conversation we had was about Frank Ocean, if there is anything after this for you, I wish you the best. If not, LOL, IDK what to say. Godspeed. (get it? frank ocean song named godspeed?)
 
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EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
I have followed many of your posts for a while, I wish you well and hope you find a pathway to the life you deserve. Good luck ❤️
 
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Eternally Dottie

Eternally Dottie

Dreamer
Dec 17, 2021
191
Goodbye and wishing you only the best whatever you do. Your posts made me smile
 
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Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,756
Stay golden, I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,719
Whatever happens, I wish you peace.

You're one of the SS members I think about most often.
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,652
Pop Tv Love GIF by Schitt's Creek
 
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KimKevorkian

Experienced
Feb 23, 2022
210
Goodbye! I wish all of you strength & luck.
Hopefully you'll pop in ever and anon and let us know how you are getting along. DosVadanya and Dos Equiis. I enjoyed your wry wit.
 
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Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
I really hope you're just leaving the forum and are continuing to improve from your lowest point. I wish I knew for sure. I've appreciated getting to know you a bit and seeing you around the forum. You were one of the most kind and most clever people I encountered on here. You're always welcome back, although I hope you don't return if that's what's best for your well-being.
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
368
Goodbye, I wish you peace.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
May you find the peace you seek.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I really hope you're just leaving the forum and are continuing to improve from your lowest point. I wish I knew for sure.

I think I hit my lowest point when I was so sure I was a goner that I stopped eating & racked up a million posts in a week playing silly forum games in my underwear. :ahhha:

I'm not gonna ctb in the foreseeable future, I love my partner & he makes living with my traumas bearable. Btw, a big, fat fuck you to everyone who felt the need to tell me it's impossible for us to be reasonably happy because I have hypersexuality disorder & our marriage is open. You don't know how strong a bond between two traumatized people who've experienced sexual abuse & who've only ever been truly intimate with each other can be. I'm not some selfish tool whose goal is to fuck as many guys as possible. Look up HD & learn that it's classified as a form of OCD.

I've appreciated getting to know you a bit and seeing you around the forum. You were one of the most kind and most clever people I encountered on here.

Thank you. I'm not always kind, I can be an annoying smartass. I'm capable of apologizing & I don't think I'm cruel [edited to remove mention of other members]. :I:ohhhh: That's not why I'm leaving, though:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-dont-know-what-im-still-doing-here.83401/

You're always welcome back, although I hope you don't return if that's what's best for your well-being.

If I return, it'll be only to read bookmarked stuff & to post songs & lyrics & (other people's) poems that almost nobody reads. I have nothing left to say on here using my own words. I'll always have more than enough horrible shit of my own to deal with & I can no longer afford to interact with tormented people I'm unable to help (& bad apples & their cruelty make me sick).

Thank you for all the love & support, everyone. I sincerely wish you well. :heart:
 
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Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
You have a been a presence on this forum for awhile now and you will be missed.

I am wishing you the best in life. I hope you find the happiness that you have long since deserved.
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
I think it's a good thing for you, so I wish you all the best
I expected you to leave the site, but not so soon.
I wish I had better words for you and that I could say some things that are in my mind, but I can't make much sense of words in this state I am right now and, besides, you don't want to feel attached to anyone
 
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_Seeking

_Seeking

I'm only here for this moment
Dec 16, 2021
205
I haven't interacted with you, but I think you are funny. I wish you the best.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
You're not gonna ctb?😐

No, sorry. At least not any time soon. Btw, the fact that you're a woman of color in a world that treats you unfairly, which is despicable, doesn't make it OK for you to be prejudiced against gays. I hope things can still change for the better for you. Don't worry, my life will never be fabulous & carefree.

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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
I'm not gonna ctb in the foreseeable future, I love my partner & he makes living with my traumas bearable.

Okay, I don't "know" you, but this right here is totally awesome. Congrats and all the best to you and your person.
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
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No, sorry. At least not any time soon. Btw, the fact that you're a woman of color in a world that treats you unfairly, which is despicable, doesn't make it OK for you to be prejudiced against gays. I hope things can still change for the better for you. Don't worry, my life will never be fabulous & carefree.

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No, sorry. At least not any time soon. Btw, the fact that you're a woman of color in a world that treats you unfairly, which is despicable, doesn't make it OK for you to be prejudiced against gays. I hope things can still change for the better for you. Don't worry, my life will never be fabulous & carefree.

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You're right and I am sorry if I offended you. Obviously,I don't want you to ctb,that was just my sense of humor,which is sometimes A bit off.😮 Go now enjoy your husband,your new life and maybe a bit of happiness!😉
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
Good luck, hopefully this life will be more bearable for you. I'll miss your posts. :hug:
 
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WadeingThru

WadeingThru

Experienced
Feb 25, 2022
209
Good luck! I will miss reading your posts.
 
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Quiet Desperation

Lonely wanderer
Dec 7, 2020
204
Your voice here will be missed. Wish you the best.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,476
Wishing you the best bro. Saw your leaving in another post. I will miss you. You made me laugh even after everything you have been through. I hope you and your hella hot hubby all the happiness. You both deserve it. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
Like I said in the other post, if you feel like saying hi sometimes it would be great. :heart:
If you can't, I understand.
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
Hoping life for you and your husband gets better, wishing you the best of luck.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,333
Lk aftr urslf
 
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