Dreamlesssleep

Dreamlesssleep

Member
Aug 16, 2019
18
Hi everyone. Exactly 28 hours from now I will put the noose around my neck and let go. I'm writing this to say goodbye to everyone on here, wether you are here looking for methods, partners or just simply looking for comfort, I wish you get what you desire. Even though I've been planning this for a little over two months now, it's starting to hit me now that I'm really going to leave. I turn 17 in two days, the birthday blues have been pretty severe this year. I apologize for neglecting the rules of having to be 18+. I had promised that I would say good bye, so here it is. Thank you everyone who have been helpful in any way. ❤️
 
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TiredOfLife95

TiredOfLife95

Catched the bus, goodbye everyone ❤
Aug 25, 2019
103
Good bye, I wish you to find peace ❤
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Goodbye
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
2,113
Just been reading about your notes and now understand why you have come to your decision. I am sincerely saddened about your experiences and I simply cannot even begin to imagine what those experiences would do to a person.

I have no idea what comes next, but whatever it is or is not, I hope you find the peace and security this world has denied you. Safe journey my friend, to wherever that road leads you. :hug::heart::hug:
 
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Pony

Pony

Sad transgirl
Sep 2, 2019
98
Safe travels friend
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I hope all goes well and imo perfect age to end it all, had I done at that age too I would have been spared 8 years of suffering and misery since I realized at 17 my social life was over and also my physical and mental problems would get way worse year after year.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Very sad :( Goodbye
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Have peace, I wish you could stay and thrive, though... Hugs
 
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pacificchance

Member
Sep 5, 2019
12
Don't look back. Just rest well! You'll be ok
 
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Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
I just had a read of your post history. I am so sorry that life has been so cruel to you. Good luck on whatever you choose
 
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Not_Quite_Dead_Yet

Not_Quite_Dead_Yet

Student
Oct 27, 2018
134
I wish you well, whatever the outcome. Please do not feel like a failure if you don't succeed in carrying out your plans. Life is hard but trying to end it can be even more difficult.
 
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DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
Hi everyone. Exactly 28 hours from now I will put the noose around my neck and let go. I'm writing this to say goodbye to everyone on here, wether you are here looking for methods, partners or just simply looking for comfort, I wish you get what you desire. Even though I've been planning this for a little over two months now, it's starting to hit me now that I'm really going to leave. I turn 17 in two days, the birthday blues have been pretty severe this year. I apologize for neglecting the rules of having to be 18+. I had promised that I would say good bye, so here it is. Thank you everyone who have been helpful in any way. ❤
Dont do it , you are too young, only 17 years old everything can be fixed. Have you tried to find a psychoterapist?
 
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Dreamlesssleep

Dreamlesssleep

Member
Aug 16, 2019
18
Dont do it , you are too young, only 17 years old everything can be fixed. Have you tried to find a psychoterapist?

I've had 9 therapists, psychologists and psychiatrists in the past 18 months. I've spent weeks in the psychiatric ward. And tried antidepressants, anxiety as well as sleep medications. Nothing seems to work. It's pretty clear what the future holds for me. And I'm not a big fan. Might as well do it now than to just be miserable over and over again.
 
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DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
I've had 9 therapists, psychologists and psychiatrists in the past 18 months. I've spent weeks in the psychiatric ward. And tried antidepressants, anxiety as well as sleep medications. Nothing seems to work. It's pretty clear what the future holds for me. And I'm not a big fan. Might as well do it now than to just be miserable over and over again.
Thank you for taking your time for explaining, in that case i can only wish you finding your peace
 
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Lancellottix

Mind stopped working
Sep 12, 2019
29
Wish you a good travel buddy, may you find peace.
 
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Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
Peace to you, ❤️
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,802
hope all goes well
 
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The_big_b

The_big_b

Member
Jun 13, 2019
10
Enjoy the peace and quiet
 
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134340

134340

Student
Aug 23, 2019
163
Major major major hugs, I read through your post history like a couple of other users mentioned and it makes me sick that the universe was so cruel to you. I hope you find the peace you deserve, friend ❤️
 
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IsadoraBeauxdraps

IsadoraBeauxdraps

would like to follow that butterfly
Aug 23, 2019
160
I wish you peace :aw:
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
i hope you safe travel:heart:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I'm late, you may be gone, please be at peace.
 
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Ky204

Ky204

Member
Sep 3, 2019
97
I'm sorry life couldn't be more good to you, see you on the other side friend:heart:
 
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bipolarg0ner

bipolarg0ner

The Art of Human Sacrifice
Sep 12, 2019
47
Farewell
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,211
I hope that you found peace. :heart: See you on the other side. :hug:
I see that you are still here with a line through your name. I just wanted to say that I hope you are ok. :hug: :hug: :hug:
 
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ish

Experienced
Jul 20, 2019
268
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NOT LIFE (LO CHAIM)
GOD, eternal rest, give me,
I trust in You and I place my hope in you.
Happy to you who are freed from worry and sorrow life.
 
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