Goodbye - ctb on Thursday

[maxyboy]

Hi my love are you still with us?

 

[completely-done]

Hi my love are you still with us?

Yes, I have about 2 more hours until I take meto and painkillers. How are you?

 

[Looooser]

Hi SS friends!

I am making this post as a goodbye thread. My expected ctb time should be sometime Thursday. You don't have to respond; I just want to say goodbye to everyone here.

I have nothing to say for myself except that my life was a waste of time and full of sadness, anxiety, regrets and being unendingly annoying and tiresome. I am happy to leave life and I mourn for what I wish to be. I will never be a worthwhile person in my eyes or anyone else's. That is okay, I have accepted this fact and am at peace with my upcoming death.

I will miss my friends and family. I will miss you all here on SS too. Thank you for keeping me company in the last days of my life. I am very happy I'm not dying completely alone because I will be on SS with you all until I pass out from multiple SN doses. Thank you for your support and care. Everyone here on SS are lovely human beings, and deep down I wish I could meet you all and wish none of you had ctb nor want to ctb because you are such beautiful and intelligent beings. I understand the pain you all are in though, everyone here will make their own choice whether to stay alive or not, just as I have made my choice too.

I will spend my last couple of days on here as much as I can and will especially be here until my very last moment conscious or unable to interact if I start to vomit.

Thank you for a lovely time. Farewell friends

May peace find you and we all meet on the other side.

 

[Squalo]

good luck, i hope you can leave this world forever, someday it will be my turn too.

 

[Yagami]

I wish you peace ❤ If you don't mind me asking, how many grams of SN will you be using?

 

[completely-done]

good luck, i hope you can leave this world forever, someday it will be my turn too.

Sorry you're suffering so much too. I wish I could give you a hug

I wish you peace ❤ If you don't mind me asking, how many grams of SN will you be using?

I'm just gonna dump a lot in the water and chug it. I dont know how many grams though. Sorry my friend

 

[maxyboy]

Yes, I have about 2 more hours until I take meto and painkillers. How are you?

yeh good are you feeling ready?

yeh good are you feeling ready?

I know life is unbearable atm im the same but please believe me even if you are tired you can start fresh at some point just keep rolling the dice even if things seem like they will never work out.

 

[completely-done]

yeh good are you feeling ready?

I know life is unbearable atm im the same but please believe me even if you are tired you can start fresh at some point just keep rolling the dice even if things seem like they will never work out.

Thank you. Yes I'm more than ready.
It's okay, I know I wont succeed. Its better to end it now while I have the perfect chance. Thank you for your support

 

[maxyboy]

Thank you. Yes I'm more than ready.
It's okay, I know I wont succeed. Its better to end it now while I have the perfect chance. Thank you for your support

what stage are you at?

 

[completely-done]

what stage are you at?

I began fasting this morning. Soon I'm gonna take meto and painkillers. I stopped taking fluids just now, so less electrolytes and stuff. Made my notes and instructions to LE and medical personnel. Soon going to tell mods to disable my account if I have not posted after a certain date

 

[maxyboy]

I began fasting this morning. Soon I'm gonna take meto and painkillers. I stopped taking fluids just now, so less electrolytes and stuff. Made my notes and instructions to LE and medical personnel. Soon going to tell mods to disable my account if I have not posted after a certain date

ahh alright where are you? please email me before you do [email protected]

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Godspeed and safe travels. It's ok to change your mind but whatever you decide on, I hope you are at peace with it. You are not alone though.

 

[Depressed Cat]

I hope you're emotions are steady now. Even if you decide to back out at the last minute, there's no harm in it.

Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I'm still here with you, as are others. Don't hesitate to ask for support.

 

[edu0z]

Ve con dios... buen viaje.

 

[completely-done]

Ve con dios... buen viaje.

muchas gracias amigo

 

[allesistgut]

whatever happens i hope you find the peace you're looking for. sending you much love.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you find the peace desired

 

[completely-done]

UPDATE: Took lots of ibuprofen a few mins ago, now in 3 mins time for AE

 

[meetapple]

I wish you peace.

 

[Broadland]

I'm sorry that life has been horrible for you, I only hope that you won't suffer on the way out.
Best of luck no matter what you choose to do!

 

[completely-done]

UPDATE: Took meto and then antacids. 30 mins to SN. holy shit im nervous but im committed.
Also, my reddit username is mise-en-garrde, just sayin lol

 

[olkf]

So many goodbye threads this week.

 

[completely-done]

So many goodbye threads this week.

it's pretty disheartening, i'm so sorry you had to watch

 

[Maaizr]

So many goodbye threads this week.

was gonna say..

@completely-done im very sorry that its happened like this, i wish i could help or take away your suffering
see you on the other side

 

[completely-done]

UPDAATE: 2 SN drink consumed
good soup
tastes nasty as fuck but pinched my nose, cant drink the 3rd one though
sucking a lolipop for distraction, nauseous

 

[Yagami]

UPDAATE: 2 SN drink consumed
good soup

Good luck! ❤

 

[completely-done]

dizzy dizzy

 

[sadpinky]

UPDAATE: 2 SN drink consumed
good soup
tastes nasty as fuck but pinched my nose, cant drink the 3rd one though
sucking a lolipop for distraction, nauseous

Safe travels

dizzy dizzy

Are you Still with us?

 

[PDAnnie2610]

dizzy dizzy

Hugs. Safe travels..

 

[Depressed Cat]

Don't worry if you throw up despite taking the anti-emetic. Lie down and rest easy.

I hope your journey is as peaceful and painless as possible. I wish you find everlasting peace. Hugs