Good morning sasu fam!

[anonymous2025]

Today I will be writing out my note, I just logged in now and have about 10 unread messages to view, if your one of those, I will get back to you in just a few. I plan to ctb later this evening or at the latest tomorrow. I have about 25 bottles of around 40mgs each of liquid methadone, and my SN. About 10 Meto (reglan) pills. This has been a long time coming and somehow this feels different from past times when I've tried unsuccessfully to ctb, partially due to my current method(s). This community has been great to me and I also want to return the favor by sharing my identity with all of you. So I will be scheduling an automatic future post in about 5 days with my Instgram/Facebook page information. I'm also going to post updates on here. I'm pretty nervous this time and have tried to find a partner in the mega threads to go with. I know it's risky anytime your meeting up with strangers but the fact is. I just haven't found anybody near my area which means it's all me now. I've been researching what a lethal dose of methadone is (which varies) due to tolerance levels. I plan to start taking Meto today and take about 140mgs methadone then shortly after the sn. (I'm open to any feedback on my regimen) I would really like to avoid drinking sn and just take a massive dose of mdone but I know that's risky too because if I don't take enough before going unconscious, il wake up. I'm still needing to decide exactly where I want to do this. My car, a cemetery, woods ect. Anyway I've got some work to do so I'll be back shortly. Also here's a few of my favorite songs if anybody wants to check them out.

Faded Alan walker_


Strangers_


Beso_


Ozuna_


Fantasia_


Pepas_


Gabriella_

 

[elenaboo25]

I hope you didn't get the idea of taking methadone from me. It is not my preferred method, and I would not recommend it. I am glad it is not your only plan. I wish you peace.

 

[anonymous2025]

I hope you didn't get the idea of taking methadone from me. It is not my preferred method, and I would not recommend it. I am glad it is not your only plan. I wish you peace.

Hey and nah. It's always been in the back of my mind though. If anything it will relax me enough to overcome si and take SN with it.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I honestly think that excessive amount of methadone will add uncontrolable variables. Anyway I'm really sorry you have come to this point and I hope you find the peace you are looking for no matter what you finally choose. Thank you for being a member of this community

 

[LostZombie]

Hey, I wish you luck this evening all that I ask is to make this day count. Go grab a meal from your favorite place (just for the morning pls don't eat much after that if you want the SN to be lethal) go drive at high speeds, gamble, just have some fun before you go to sleep tonight. I'm sorry it had to come to this, but I hope that these final few hours can bring you joy, and good luck.

Much Love!

 

[anonymous2025]

Hey, I wish you luck this evening all that I ask is to make this day count. Go grab a meal from your favorite place (just for the morning pls don't eat much after that if you want the SN to be lethal) go drive at high speeds, gamble, just have some fun before you go to sleep tonight. I'm sorry it had to come to this, but I hope that these final few hours can bring you joy, and good luck.

Much Love!

thank you for your great advice! I do massage therapy p.t and one of my regular clients I've known for 5 years bought dinner for me last night which he's never done before. The Chinese restaurant didn't have boneless spare ribs so we ordered firehouse subs. The hook and ladder is the best sub I've ever tasted. I also had a personal pepperoni pizza yesterday for lunch. The thing I will miss most is my cigarettes. I really enjoy smoking Marlboro lights.

 

[MissAbyss]

️ I wish you eternal peace ️

PS: I love your music taste.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you a peaceful journey, love and tranquility in whatever awaits.

 

[loakms8]

Bless you with a peaceful journey

 

[cloud;.]

I really do wish you a peaceful journey traveller <3

 

[darksouls]

good luck
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire

 

[socksnsandles]

thank you for your great advice! I do massage therapy p.t and one of my regular clients I've known for 5 years bought dinner for me last night which he's never done before. The Chinese restaurant didn't have boneless spare ribs so we ordered firehouse subs. The hook and ladder is the best sub I've ever tasted. I also had a personal pepperoni pizza yesterday for lunch. The thing I will miss most is my cigarettes. I really enjoy smoking Marlboro lights.

bro the hook and ladder from firehouse is fire. glad you experienced it before you ctb

 

[anonymous2025]

bro the hook and ladder from firehouse is fire. glad you experienced it before you ctb

Most definitely and thank you for your comment

good luck
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire

I definitely appreciate that. thank you