A
Arvind
Member
- Dec 2, 2019
- 29
I have been here only for a week. i came here to know more about hanging but learned about sn and i am now using it to ctb. First of all i am forced to do this because of my health condition. I know my parents love me so much and this will be a shock to them. but sorry papa mamma i have no other choice. this world has been so cruel to me. its my fate i dont want to have a suffering life knowing that i can never be happy again and can give only sorrows to all those who loves me.. i dont want u to see my sufferings anymore..so goodbye cruel world.. i should have done it earlier i am too late now.. i will be alone this full night so doing it now.. have mixed 40g of sn in 100ml.. i doubt the purity so taking higher quantity. no other medicines taken. has some chocolates to eat after drinking..fasting for the last 12 hours...thanks for ur support and admin ban me if u do not see me again here for the next 24 hours...will take sn in the next 5 minutes.