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Im gonna try partial suspension hanging. My only question is, what does it feel like? 🤔 I have a necktie. Pretty silky.
 
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I failed partial suspension before, I honestly didn't feel anything. If you do it right you genuinely just black out. I only felt pain afterwards when I realized I failed and woke up around my neck (obviously lol).
 
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I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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I failed partial suspension before, I honestly didn't feel anything. If you do it right you genuinely just black out. I only felt pain afterwards when I realized I failed and woke up around my neck (obviously lol).
What will it feel like if you do it right?
 
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user567890

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I mean you don't feel anything. If you get to the carotid artery you legit black out.
Really!? How do I do that? I mean, obviously I know how, but like, I wanna succeed in my first attempt. Is there a correct indication I canfind where the carotid artery is?

Also, when you say "black out"- what do you mean exactly? Like, if i put enough pressure on the right spot I'll instantly lose consciousness and then die after some time? Will it be painless (you said you don't feel anything)?
 
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Really!? How do I do that? I mean, obviously I know how, but like, I wanna succeed in my first attempt. Is there a correct indication I canfind where the carotid artery is?

Also, when you say "black out"- what do you mean exactly? Like, if i put enough pressure on the right spot I'll instantly lose consciousness and then die after some time? Will it be painless (you said you don't feel anything)?
I believe there's a guide/megathread in the sticky posts, it's pretty detailed, and tells you how to find it and test it first.

Basically what happens is when you manage to cut the flow in that artery you quite literally just black out/faint after a few seconds. It's painless in the sense that if you do everything right you'll black out before you feel the pain. The only reason I failed was because my support couldn't hold my weight, I didn't feel pain until I came to
 
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user567890

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Heyy so I'm delaying my death due to complications :( gotta make sure nothing fails spectacularly.
I believe there's a guide/megathread in the sticky posts, it's pretty detailed, and tells you how to find it and test it first.

Basically what happens is when you manage to cut the flow in that artery you quite literally just black out/faint after a few seconds. It's painless in the sense that if you do everything right you'll black out before you feel the pain. The only reason I failed was because my support couldn't hold my weight, I didn't feel pain until I came to
Is there a video? Not good at following text instructions lmao
 
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Heyy so I'm delaying my death due to complications :( gotta make sure nothing fails spectacularly.

Is there a video? Not good at following text instructions lmao
I don't think there's a video as far as I'm aware, though I do know there are some video tutorials on the knots on Youtube, if that helps
 
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Heyy so I'm delaying my death due to complications :( gotta make sure nothing fails spectacularly.

Is there a video? Not good at following text instructions lmao
You're likely going to fail. You're clearly unqualified, and you're not going to learn that tonight. At least try to wait until you have more knowledge.
 
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