jussrav

jussrav

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Sep 9, 2023
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Hi my mental health is so terrible I cant lie in bed and watch netflix its a huge struggle. I also have long covid symptoms that are killing me everyday. I was going to hang will a normal scarf if I dont go I will be in forever hell controlled by demons.
 
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Robineas

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I'm so sorry, hope you find peace
 
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Worndown

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It sounds like the demons are after you already. A normal scarf might fail.
 
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Hi my mental health is so terrible I cant lie in bed and watch netflix its a huge struggle. I also have long covid symptoms that are killing me everyday. I was going to hang will a normal scarf if I dont go I will be in forever hell controlled by demons.
Sounds like me. I can't deal with both severe physical and mental health problems anymore. It's fucking torment.
 
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jussrav

jussrav

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Sep 9, 2023
237
It sounds like the demons are after you already. A normal scarf might fail.
I dont have much choice at the moment i have to try to get put of this horror.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

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Sep 30, 2023
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I know how much you are suffering from the chat we had last week.
It's beyond awful how you have been treated by the Doctors and so-called mental health system.
Nobody deserves to suffer this way.
 
jussrav

jussrav

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Sep 9, 2023
237
I know how much you are suffering from the chat we had last week.
It's beyond awful how you have been treated by the Doctors and so-called mental health system.
Nobody deserves to suffer this way.
I've bought some rope so I will end it tonight in the woods. I wanted a happy life but my mind won't let mecrest or have peace
It sounds like the demons are after you already. A normal scarf might fail.
I've bought some rope this morning
 
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AllAlone

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Oct 4, 2023
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The only problem is that hanging yourself hurts. It's hard to overcome the feeling of the throat being crushed. Personally I couldn't push passed the pain but plenty of people are able to so maybe you will be more lucky.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering, it sounds really torturous what you've been through, it's cruel how people have to suffer so much, I wish you the best of luck with your plans.
 
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I hope all goes well for you.
 
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jussrav

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Sep 9, 2023
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The only problem is that hanging yourself hurts. It's hard to overcome the feeling of the throat being crushed. Personally I couldn't push passed the pain but plenty of people are able to so maybe you will be more lucky.
I tried to do it today hang from a religious temple it wasnt easy if I'd had a bit of help some kind of naube alcohol or sleeping pill to ease itbi would have worst thing is I cant even find a place in my house to do it.
 
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Worndown

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I am sorry. Maybe take a moment to review.