Going to start planning.

[meowmeowkitty]

I always find myself between being extremely suicidal and passively suicidal but i'm never *not* suicidal. I just moved to a new state, broke up with my significant other bc of it, unemployed again, no friends (not like i had many in the other state i was in). Anyways, the point is i'm tired of going back and forth with myself, things aren't looking up; i was trying to give myself until 21 (i'm 19 right now) but fuck man. i'm tired. i'm just so fucking tired man.

 

[feder]

Having a plan doesn't mean you have to go through with it, you can still give yourself time and try to make yourself feel better.
I find it pretty comforting to have a plan though. You will probably feel safer if you know where and how you might do it even if you don't know when, definitely better than making impulsive decisions. Wish you strength, because you definitely need it right now, or alternatively to find a method and finally stop the suffering, whatever you choose.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, to me it's really understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering as I get that it's tiring feeling trapped here, existing really is so dreadful.

 

[woh6]

I understand how you feel, iv'e also found myself feeling suicidal for such a long time, it's so tiring. I wish you the best with your plans.