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jk9761

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Jul 25, 2022
289
Going on a mission soon to find N in person . Wish me luck . I will update if lucky
 
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LucieInTheDark

LucieInTheDark

Menhera girl
Aug 3, 2021
70
Good luck friend, pls come back safely
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
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though i know it's going to be difficult, i hope you find what you're looking for. i wish you the best of luck.
 
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Jimblue

Student
Sep 10, 2022
199
Could you let me know if you find N? I am desperate for N now. Thank you and good luck.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,247
I wish you the best with what you are doing. Those with N are certainly lucky, having a way to peacefully exit this world is certainly the best thing possible.
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
189
i wish you luck 🍀 but imo now is not the best time do go on a mission because of world wide N shortage
you will most likely only lose money for traveling expenses and come back with empty hands..
 
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jk9761

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Jul 25, 2022
289
i didnt know there was a shortage . thanks for letting me know
 
nopride86

nopride86

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Mar 16, 2022
135
If you find N on the street, you will be a hero in my eyes. If not, it was still a darn ballsy thing to try and you have my respect.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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I doubt you'll ever find N on the street. Now fentanyl or heroin, that's a different story. May even be better than N. Certainly cheaper. Same result.
 
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Sepultura

Sepultura

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Apr 17, 2022
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Hey. Good luck! Hope you find it. Let me know if you get it please.
 
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literallydonee

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Sep 13, 2022
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Going on a mission soon to find N in person . Wish me luck . I will update if lucky
even foreign countries don't allow N OTC anymore, especially to foreigners. Everyone has caught on. It's like impossible now. I don't say this to be negative, just the reality.
 
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Smart No More

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Best of luck with that. Please be very careful. Trust no-one and touch base with someone from home as often as possible if you're going alone.

There's been an earthquake in Mexico City btw. Just a heads up if you're going in that direction.

Also remember some countries drug laws are really crazy. Australia, China, Sweden etc. I doubt you're going to those countries though lol. Its just a different world out there is all.

Are you planning to use your N where you find it if you do? If not then maybe consider posting it home rather than travelling with it. Oh and if you do get lucky grab a few spares for us lol. Same if goes if you find fentanyl or M30's. 😁

Optimism aside I think, on a serious note, you should prepare yourself for the possibility of failure. Be ready for disappointment so it doesn't hit so hard if and when it comes. Maybe consider back up plans or just how you'll handle things if things don't work out. I can imagine thr excitement you'll feel as you set out. That feeling of potential is such a positively intoxicating one. Setting off on an adventure. It can be a bit of a tough fall when the stakes aren't that high so in under these circumstances it's potentially devastating. I hope you enjoy your search and stay safe. Fair play for going all in. I hope the financial side of that isn't a big gamble for you. 🙂
 
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jk9761

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Jul 25, 2022
289
Best of luck with that. Please be very careful. Trust no-one and touch base with someone from home as often as possible if you're going alone.

There's been an earthquake in Mexico City btw. Just a heads up if you're going in that direction.

Also remember some countries drug laws are really crazy. Australia, China, Sweden etc. I doubt you're going to those countries though lol. Its just a different world out there is all.

Are you planning to use your N where you find it if you do? If not then maybe consider posting it home rather than travelling with it. Oh and if you do get lucky grab a few spares for us lol. Same if goes if you find fentanyl or M30's. 😁
whats m30 . i m going to find a connection to the store lady who sells n under table
even foreign countries don't allow N OTC anymore, especially to foreigners. Everyone has caught on. It's like impossible now. I don't say this to be negative, just the reality.
yes i know but i m thinking if is 2 k worth their risk . money makes people do crazy things
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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whats m30 . i m going to find a connection to the store lady who sells n under table
M30's are pills. There's genuine pills (oxycodone - an opioid) which have M on one side and 30 on the other. They're used by addicts to get high and due to their popularity they've become very commonly faked by drug dealers who sell them with fentanyl in. They're pretty commonly found on dark net markets but are easier to obtain in certain countries.
 
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jcksonb22

jcksonb22

deadboy
Jul 18, 2021
65
with the right amount of money, you can get anything
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
You could always take a punt and go to certain parts of Mexico and try to obtain it from veterinarian surgeries. It would obviously have to be a one way trip though. It tells stories of people doing that in the Peaceful Pill Handbook. Or, you could look into getting the second best choice, that being Sodium Nitrite.
 
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jk9761

Experienced
Jul 25, 2022
289
i m going s america tour . keep going till i find a source
 
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