God i just want death its not that much of an ask.

[lunar02102009]

You already know that i am a waste of resources in the world i am mentally ill i am unloveable and i cant peform well in my academics no matter how hard i try , i will never move on from her because shes wa sthe only real angel you sent to me and i the great motherfucking cunt ruined it so please kill me , we both know it wont take much effort to kill me and my death wont make a difference in the world so please if you are keeping me alive to torture me please , just kill me and torture me i hell worse than this because really this is out of limits god if we swapped our places...i think you would mentally breakdown being me even for a minute so please kill me because it is just a snap of fingers for you. If you exist