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Is0lated

Is0lated

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Honestly I've got the dumbest goals. Yet they're the only thing keeping me alive. I've been thinking of finishing it quick but when I think of how far I've come I just feel disappointed. Nothing is working out but I can't just CTB. I wanted everything to be perfect, why can't I do anything right
 
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passivethought121

passivethought121

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Jun 11, 2023
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Same. None of my goals are actually meaningful or good or healthy and when I'm encouraged/pushed to make good ones I just feel like CTBing even more because I'm too defective to desire good goals.
 
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hevlalab

hevlalab

Take me back in time
Sep 14, 2023
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My current and only goal right now is to die
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Honestly I've got the dumbest goals. Yet they're the only thing keeping me alive. I've been thinking of finishing it quick but when I think of how far I've come I just feel disappointed. Nothing is working out but I can't just CTB. I wanted everything to be perfect, why can't I do anything right
I don't have any goals. I don't see a future for myself anyways, and I don't want one either. My only goal is to get out of this world and existence
My current and only goal right now is to die
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