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HubbaHubba

Student
Mar 20, 2022
148
There's a recent post where CTB with SN failed. I don't know why and you can follow that thread.

However, I want to get consensus to ensure my regiment below are correct and I will CTB successfully:

Pre-requisite:
Have SN from DD. Tested as follow:
- Using kitchen weight, measure exactly 25g of SN
- Using a cup measurement, put the SN and mix with 50ml of water
- Stir the mix and made sure there's no crystal at the bottom of the glass. See picture on how it looks like.

1. SN Source: from DD (NOT IC)

2. Me:

- 140 lbs / 63.5 Kg
- Drink alcohol everyday (e.g. 1 bottle of wine or 1/4 bottle of whiskey) for the last few years
- Smoke everyday (half to 1 pack a day)
- Healthy (so far)

3. Meds (aside from SN):
- Ibuprofen
- Motilium (Domperidone)
- Tagament

3. Plan - stat mode per Stan's guide:
- 12 hours before SN: light meal - hotdog with bun, salsa, onion, jalapeno and nacho cheese. I like hotdog..... NO more eating food beyond this.
- 1 hour before SN: 600mg (3 pill @ 200mg each) of Ibuprofen.
- 45 minutes before SN: 30 mg (3 pill @ 10mg each) of Motilium
- 30 minutes before SN: 2 pills of Tagamet
- 10 minutes before SN: prepare 2 dose of SN --> 2 cups EACH containing 25g with 50ml water in case I vomit.
- final hour: drink SN and then eat dark chocolate to alleviate the salty/bitter after taste

Please..please let me know if I missed anything.

I have to be successful.

If I failed, things will get worse for me. I will lose my job, forced commit to a mental hospital, become homeless and my pets taken away from me.
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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I think that plan sounds very sound and you seem well prepared. ❤️
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Yeah, that sounds legit mate. Hope all is well on your journey and you are free from your pain. ✌️
 
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milkginger

milkginger

“Ano passado eu morri mas esse ano eu não morro”
May 31, 2022
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sending lots of love to you wherever you are
 
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I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
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I don't think you've missed anything. Hope you find your peace, whatever that means to you!
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Domperidone May not be as helpful as meto - otherwise all things look ok!

There's no shame in turning back, but that said, hope you are at peace with your decision.
 
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HubbaHubba

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Mar 20, 2022
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Domperidone May not be as helpful as meto - otherwise all things look ok!

There's no shame in turning back, but that said, hope you are at peace with your decision.
Thank you.

May I ask why Motilium is not as helpful as meto? I read that Motilium is a dopamine blocker (including from Stan's guide) and works well.
 
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PDAnnie2610

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Oct 27, 2019
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Thank you.

May I ask why Motilium is not as helpful as meto? I read that Motilium is a dopamine blocker (including from Stan's guide) and works well.
That's what I heard, but personally I will be using meto.
 

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