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flowersforalgernons

flowersforalgernons

Member
Jul 6, 2026
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I live alone and don't really want to leave a huge mess for people to clean up. i dont mean my body i don't mean to CTB at home, but like, what do y'all plan on doing with your stuff? i could just throw it away or donate it i suppose. the only tough part would be the furniture.. maybe i'll leave the bed and couch and get rid of everything else? but then i'm not sure if someone would want it to remember me by.
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
136
I live alone and don't really want to leave a huge mess for people to clean up. i dont mean my body i don't mean to CTB at home, but like, what do y'all plan on doing with your stuff? i could just throw it away or donate it i suppose. the only tough part would be the furniture.. maybe i'll leave the bed and couch and get rid of everything else? but then i'm not sure if someone would want it to remember me by.
Don't overreact, just get rid of things you don't need is a start. But you will never know how things will play out, maybe you will have fail attempt or not go through with it and you will be in a worse situation.

I would advice you to keep going on and buy things that make you happy and help you in life even if you are planning CTB. Atleast thats what i try to do even when i'm at severe depression and anxiety try to do small things that improve my life
 

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