LivideLamb
I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
- Jan 5, 2020
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I plan on cbt in one month, maybe a little more. But, in less than two months, that's for sure. The easiest way out for me, would be to get hit by a truck. I have a road where people drive at, minimum, 80 kmph, or, around 50 mph. But, I know for a fact that all of those cars, and, trucks, drive way faster.
Now, my question is, how fast does a car have to drive, for me to die instantly ?
I wanna take the easy way out, get hit by a truck in the middle of the night. And, we're in winter, it will be easier to stay concealed. Yes, I do know that it's a very unethical way of dying, traumatising the driver... But, it's the easiest way out
I also want to add that I'll put everything on my side. Drunk as fuck, at least 150 grams of xanax in my blood (I have so many boxes of it, it won't be hard), I will also self-mutilate before it. I'll go dep, perhaps fascia, and, I'll try to hit an artery, perhaps the one near the wrist, and, the femoral one
Now, my question is, how fast does a car have to drive, for me to die instantly ?
I wanna take the easy way out, get hit by a truck in the middle of the night. And, we're in winter, it will be easier to stay concealed. Yes, I do know that it's a very unethical way of dying, traumatising the driver... But, it's the easiest way out
I also want to add that I'll put everything on my side. Drunk as fuck, at least 150 grams of xanax in my blood (I have so many boxes of it, it won't be hard), I will also self-mutilate before it. I'll go dep, perhaps fascia, and, I'll try to hit an artery, perhaps the one near the wrist, and, the femoral one
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