LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
I plan on cbt in one month, maybe a little more. But, in less than two months, that's for sure. The easiest way out for me, would be to get hit by a truck. I have a road where people drive at, minimum, 80 kmph, or, around 50 mph. But, I know for a fact that all of those cars, and, trucks, drive way faster.

Now, my question is, how fast does a car have to drive, for me to die instantly ?

I wanna take the easy way out, get hit by a truck in the middle of the night. And, we're in winter, it will be easier to stay concealed. Yes, I do know that it's a very unethical way of dying, traumatising the driver... But, it's the easiest way out
I also want to add that I'll put everything on my side. Drunk as fuck, at least 150 grams of xanax in my blood (I have so many boxes of it, it won't be hard), I will also self-mutilate before it. I'll go dep, perhaps fascia, and, I'll try to hit an artery, perhaps the one near the wrist, and, the femoral one
 
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Very sorry that you also are in this situation! But i would highly recommend you to not involve anyone else in your death. Innocent people dosent deserve to live with this kind of lifelong trauma that it will couse! And who knows maybe there is kids in the car (s) also! Its a big NoNo, if you ask me!
 
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CloudyNightSky

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Oct 28, 2023
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Yeeeaahhh I'm gonna be honest Idk if that's a good method. Bc the driver will hit the break but yeah probably it's gonna be too late then, but if it's enough to end it immediately idk. So it's kinda unreliable and the speed's kinda inaccurate. It depends on how fast the driver will react ig. Maybe if you do it at night but ig then even train is better and more predictable what will happen. But you should reeeaaaally think about that one more time and look at other methods bc getting other people involved is just not thaaat good yk
 
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hermestrimegistus

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Sep 16, 2023
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Very sorry that you also are in this situation! But i would highly recommend you to not involve anyone else in your death. Innocent people dosent deserve to live with this kind of lifelong trauma that it will couse! And who knows maybe there is kids in the car (s) also! Its a big NoNo, if you ask me!
Came here to say exactly the same thing
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Came here to say exactly the same thing
Very sorry that you also are in this situation! But i would highly recommend you to not involve anyone else in your death. Innocent people dosent deserve to live with this kind of lifelong trauma that it will couse! And who knows maybe there is kids in the car (s) also! Its a big NoNo, if you ask me!
I absolutely agree that bringing someone into this is a bitch move. I shouldn't. I know I shouldn't... It's the easiest way out. I wanna get hit by a truck, not a car.

I was hoping that doing it an night would make it more difficult for the driver to react, for them to slam the breaks, to swerve left right right left. Guess I'll have to wait one month, and, see all of that for myself
 
Aim

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If your certain that you want to ctb, then this just isnt a good method. Unless you want to bring someone else with you! The driver slamming the breaks on the road can even cause unwanted deaths! NOT good!
 
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Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
509
That sounds so horrible to go that way 😔 I've had thoughts of doing it this way before too. I just think there's too much risk to become a paraplegic 😣 I think fentanyl OD would be easier to aquire or access and less horrific.
 
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RandomMacBeth

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Nov 8, 2023
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I plan on cbt in one month, maybe a little more. But, in less than two months, that's for sure. The easiest way out for me, would be to get hit by a truck. I have a road where people drive at, minimum, 80 kmph, or, around 50 mph. But, I know for a fact that all of those cars, and, trucks, drive way faster.

Now, my question is, how fast does a car have to drive, for me to die instantly ?

I wanna take the easy way out, get hit by a truck in the middle of the night. And, we're in winter, it will be easier to stay concealed. Yes, I do know that it's a very unethical way of dying, traumatising the driver... But, it's the easiest way out
I also want to add that I'll put everything on my side. Drunk as fuck, at least 150 grams of xanax in my blood (I have so many boxes of it, it won't be hard), I will also self-mutilate before it. I'll go dep, perhaps fascia, and, I'll try to hit an artery, perhaps the one near the wrist, and, the femoral one
bro, just don't do it! don't involve innocent people in the process, imagine if the truck driver tries to dodge quickly and he dies too, or if he dont die but get mentally traumatized because killed someone. sorry but this idea is horrible
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
That sounds so horrible to go that way 😔 I've had thoughts of doing it this way before too. I just think there's too much risk to become a paraplegic 😣 I think fentanyl OD would be easier to aquire or access and less horrific.
Becoming paraplegic, or, taking someone down that lane with me sounds pretty horrifying, it's true...
 
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kermudgeon

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Exit Through the Gift Shop
Feb 8, 2024
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Fun fact: as a truck driver I saw many trucks where a couple took turns driving and drove with their children. Tiny children. That way they could stay together and it was cheaper than paying rent. Just fyi.
 
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Relic

Relic

Astral Corpse
Mar 6, 2021
580
I got hit by a truck, the driver was drunk, but I live. I feel so bad for the guy. Someone mentioned he was a broken man, years later. I still sometimes wonder what became of him.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

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Jan 10, 2022
398
1. Don't involve other people who aren't aware of/trying to help you CTB.
2. This is not a guaranteed method. I've been hit by a car before (and here I am).
 
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TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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I plan on cbt in one month, maybe a little more. But, in less than two months, that's for sure. The easiest way out for me, would be to get hit by a truck. I have a road where people drive at, minimum, 80 kmph, or, around 50 mph. But, I know for a fact that all of those cars, and, trucks, drive way faster.

Now, my question is, how fast does a car have to drive, for me to die instantly ?

I wanna take the easy way out, get hit by a truck in the middle of the night. And, we're in winter, it will be easier to stay concealed. Yes, I do know that it's a very unethical way of dying, traumatising the driver... But, it's the easiest way out
I also want to add that I'll put everything on my side. Drunk as fuck, at least 150 grams of xanax in my blood (I have so many boxes of it, it won't be hard), I will also self-mutilate before it. I'll go dep, perhaps fascia, and, I'll try to hit an artery, perhaps the one near the wrist, and, the femoral one
I agree with how most have responded to your chosen method and questions……

The chances are that you will die, especially if hit head on, but morally its just not fair on the driver who is probably just out earning money for their family.

Dont make your pain , his/her pain . And also, your body will be in a horrific state for emergency services to clear up. You deserve to die in a more peaceful manner, so id say respect yourself and choose a method in private , that doesn't have your limbs torn apart .

Also, people will have no sympathy for your situation afterwards, they will be more angry at you than have sympathy for your struggles.
 
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