Curious about this. I'm thinking a bit about Kurt Cobain's toxicology report, and he had a lot of heroin on board.
Yet every time I take heroin, I kinda don't feel like ctb anymore. It's quite an effective antidepressant for me. It's only after the gear wears off and the general shittiness of my life, and my bipolar, my meds and their side effects. It all feels overwhelming again.
Yet if I go, I'd like to go down high.
It's a bit of a catch 22 for me.
If anyone faces the same dilemma, how do you cope?
Thanks for your input
Yet every time I take heroin, I kinda don't feel like ctb anymore. It's quite an effective antidepressant for me. It's only after the gear wears off and the general shittiness of my life, and my bipolar, my meds and their side effects. It all feels overwhelming again.
Yet if I go, I'd like to go down high.
It's a bit of a catch 22 for me.
If anyone faces the same dilemma, how do you cope?
Thanks for your input
