tomatobastard
Porcelain
- Jun 8, 2026
- 18
i'm so done.
It's like every single damn time i try to do anything for once the world just tells me to fuck myself and i'm so exhausted trying to overcome all of this bad luck, it feels like i can never win!!!!
It's so flipping hot already today i just wanted to go for a swim right?? WRONG!!!
after barely starting up a lap around the pool i see a dead pigeon faced down in the water on the deep end!!! how i didn't see it prior to getting in the water?? BEATS ME!!!
i had to wash myself three times just to feel somewhat clean, but i will never get the image of that poor bird out of my head ever.
It's so fucking comical how dumb my life is.
I'm thinking it's a sign, i was researching methods and this particular drowning method seemed perfect to me, i have the perfect spot where i can execute my plan too.
If i swim with dead birds i might as well join them.
It's like every single damn time i try to do anything for once the world just tells me to fuck myself and i'm so exhausted trying to overcome all of this bad luck, it feels like i can never win!!!!
It's so flipping hot already today i just wanted to go for a swim right?? WRONG!!!
after barely starting up a lap around the pool i see a dead pigeon faced down in the water on the deep end!!! how i didn't see it prior to getting in the water?? BEATS ME!!!
i had to wash myself three times just to feel somewhat clean, but i will never get the image of that poor bird out of my head ever.
It's so fucking comical how dumb my life is.
I'm thinking it's a sign, i was researching methods and this particular drowning method seemed perfect to me, i have the perfect spot where i can execute my plan too.
If i swim with dead birds i might as well join them.
