Venting General vent about being a loser

[d-tea]

I'm in my early twenties. I have a minimum wage job. I've been struggling to get into college for 3 years. I live at my parents place. I have no close friends. I have a partner but no sex life/closeness. I have a driver's license but I can't drive.

I did great in school, what the hell happened? Sometimes I feel like I am mentally disabled because I don't seem to get things nearly as quickly as other people do but then I look back on how I was doing before and realize that how I ended up is all my fault. I wish I would've gone through with ending it before I saw myself becoming whoever I am today.

 

[painfully]

I dont know you, but afaik, in USA college is really expensive, with loans and stuff. If you are that bad situation, is college really going to help you? Maybe trade school?

 

[d-tea]

I dont know you, but afaik, in USA college is really expensive, with loans and stuff. If you are that bad situation, is college really going to help you? Maybe trade school?

College is basically free in my country. I was good at school so I am expected to go... and I'd like to. I planned to study medicine.

 

[harrowedfuture]

I'm in my early twenties. I have a minimum wage job. I've been struggling to get into college for 3 years. I live at my parents place. I have no close friends. I have a partner but no sex life/closeness. I have a driver's license but I can't drive.

I did great in school, what the hell happened? Sometimes I feel like I am mentally disabled because I don't seem to get things nearly as quickly as other people do but then I look back on how I was doing before and realize that how I ended up is all my fault. I wish I would've gone through with ending it before I saw myself becoming whoever I am today.

You are no loser. These are all things you have been told you should desire by a corrupt and rotten society that only values you via what you can provide & produce. You are being molded into a slave to make the rich richer. Money and babies (read: more slaves) are what our owners want. This is not you, you can reject it all.

 

[fallendevil]

Get diagnosed with an LD or ADHD and get some accommodations at a community college

You DO have one and I say this as someone with ADHD, you will live a life of misery and confusion if you keep neglecting it.

 

[StupidCat]

You're still young, you're not a loser yet unless 20 years pass without nothing changing