Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to suffer in this existence.
I really will always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is some peace, there's just so much pain, cruelty and suffering in existing.

I'll just always find it so painful to simply be conscious in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from this existence so painful that I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence will just always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and suffering in this torturous existence.
There is just so much pain and suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and no matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from it all, I just want to be free from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence that only ever causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from the pain of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace to me.
It truly is peace to me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much pain and cruelty in this dreadful, painful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence no matter what, all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution and is the only peace for me in this existence so terrible that just causes all this suffering.