Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always see so much cruelty in how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.
There truly is just so much terrible extreme cruelty in how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so finally I can be at peace from the torture of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me the peace of non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

All will be gone anyway in non-existence.
It truly will all be gone which is why to permanently cease existing is all I hope for, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful torturous existence that is just waiting to die anyway.

I just want all to be forgotten with no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want non-existence to erase everything for me, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only causes all this suffering.
It truly does just cause all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so dreadful and cruel that just causes all this pain, I'll always see existence as the most dreadful mistake, to be free from all pain and suffering is just all I see as positive and desirable, all I want is peace from this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all future suffering.
To be permanently at peace from all future suffering really is all I see as desirable and positive, no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To me existence will just always be the most dreadful mistake, it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is for non-existence to save me from all future suffering in this existence so painful and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is a burden.
I truly will always see it as a burden to exist and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, all I want is peace from the terrible, dreadful burden of existence, I just hope and wish to be gone, in this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for true permanent peace from all pain and suffering, I suffer so much as a result of this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem.
It truly is always the problem to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, tortuous existence, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and dreadful.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that I just never would had chosen, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for dreamless eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always such a cruel mistake to me.
I'll just always see existence as the most cruel mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence.

Existence just causes all this cruelty and suffering, I just always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence, I just want to be gone, I just want this torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want all to be forgotten for me.
I truly would want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to be permanently unconscious and finally at peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to never suffer again, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase this terrible, cruel existence so it's like I never suffered, I just want to be free from the imposistion of existence that just causes all this futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so terrible and torturous.
It truly is and to me existing will just always be so torturous, all I want is peace from this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to be free from this existence so dreadful and cruel that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and to exist truly does mean to suffer.

I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence so dreadful and terrible, to me existence will just always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only being relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would only be relieved to never suffer in this terrible, torturous existence ever again and in this existence so torturous non-existence is just the only relief for me, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

All I see as desirable is being at permanent peace from all pain and suffering, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, I just want to be free from this existence that never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this torture as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for dreamless, eternal sleep.
No matter what dreamless eternal sleep truly is all I could wish and hope for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.

I just want to sleep permanently and finally be free from it all, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only being suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never see a point to any of this.
I truly could never see a point to any of this and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so terrible and torturous rather all I want is to be gone, existing is just so futile, existing is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful, cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of futile, torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so painful to me.
It truly is so painful to me and all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel existence and all I want is peace from the pain of existing.

Simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, all I see as desirable is being permanently at peace from this existence so torturous, futile and dreadful that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so futile to exist.
I really will always see it as so futile to exist, existing truly is just dreadful, futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and painful rather all I want is to be gone.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want peace from all the suffering, I just want to be free from this existence so futile that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to me existence will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will just always be an abomination.
It truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the abomination of existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, this existence should just never be imposed as it truly is an abomination to exist, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, all I see as desirable is never suffering again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, I just want to be free from this existence of deeply undesirable suffering, nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is the peace of non-existence, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty and pain, I just want to sleep permanently, only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that never should had been imposed that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, to never wake is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace, all I want is to be free from this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and no matter what I'd just never wish for this existence so dreadful, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and the suffering of existing truly is endless.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more suffering, to exist really does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never seeing existing as worth it.
It truly could never be for me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, dreadful existence more than anything, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the torture and cruelty of this painful existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to suffer in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is the positive solution to me.
It truly is the positive solution to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and dreadful that is just waiting to die anyway.

I just wish and hope for peace and only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence I just always saw as an abomination, I just wish to be free from all pain and suffering, in this existence so painful and cruel the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence for me is just the only relief.
It truly is the only relief for me and only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering in this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.

All I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the mistake of existence, to me existing will just always and only suffering and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for the relief of non-existence, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting peace from this existence of torturous suffering.
To be at peace from this existence of torturous suffering really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence rather I just want some peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

No matter what this existence should never be imposed, to suffer in this existence is just always so terrible and dreadful to me and simply just existing is enough to make me hope for true peace where finally all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how humans are forced to suffer.
There truly is just so much terrible extreme cruelty in how humans are forced to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence that just never should had been imposed at all, denying the option to cease existing peacefully truly is such a terrible crime to me that only causes way more cruelty and harm.

I just always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this existence, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more torture and suffering, it truly is so horrible how we live in this prison world.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is peace from this existence so torturous and terrible.

I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, painful existence, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always see it as so futile to exist, I could never wish for any of this no matter what rather for me non-existence truly is all I see as positive and desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to be conscious of anything at all.
I really would never want to be conscious of anything at all and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and dreadful, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence no matter what.