Gay members

[cccitrus]

but my siblinngs fully support me and use my name and pronouns :)

That's great, i bet you're feeling safe with them!

 

[Eren]

I'm not gay (I'm very attracted to girls) but I'm going through a confused sexual stage/identity.

 

[favourite]

I'm gay female, at least biologically. Came out to my mom who wasn't over the moon, but accepted me. Not that it makes any difference anyway, I'm nobody's first choice and gonna die alone, no one loves old depressed dykes.

 

[Eren]

I'm gay female, at least biologically. Came out to my mom who wasn't over the moon, but accepted me. Not that it makes any difference anyway, I'm nobody's first choice and gonna die alone, no one loves old depressed dykes.

I'm sorry you feel that way, I know that loneliness is disgusting, hugs.

 

[Vegrau]

Came out to my family after that event. I dont need their approval or acceptance. I said it because I simply had to. Because it's part of the story I had to tell them out of courtesy.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I'm transgender and pansexual (that means I don't really care about gender).

 

[Smilla]

I'm gay female, at least biologically. Came out to my mom who wasn't over the moon, but accepted me. Not that it makes any difference anyway, I'm nobody's first choice and gonna die alone, no one loves old depressed dykes.

No one loves old depressed women, period, or old women, period. Ageism is a very real and sad phenomenon.

 

[Smilla]

I'm transgender and pansexual (that means I don't really care about gender).

So this means you could fall in love with either a male or female, or a transgendered person? This is pretty neat, imo!

 

[Logic]

I know how this sounds but I find hetero PDA really annoying. This is especially true when you're trying to get somewhere and some couple is holding hands and blocking everyone's way. And it's really repugnant in gay bars. It's bad enough we have so few safe spaces without being constantly reminded of people who oppress us. And no, not everyone who goes to a gay bar is gay friendly.

Infactuation acts on the brain in many of the ways as insanity. You can't expect madly infactuated couples not to do PDA. It's goes against biology and is unnatural. It's not about you.

 

[Exile]

Infactuation acts on the brain in many of the ways as insanity. You can't expect madly infactuated couples not to do PDA. It's goes against biology and is unnatural. It's not about you.

Utterly false. It's called self restraint. Gay people have to use it all the time.

 

[Logic]

Utterly false. It's called self restraint. Gay people have to use it all the time.

Prove that it's utterly false. I am not going to take your word on it.

 

[Exile]

The burden of proof is on the person making an extraordinary claim, which is what you are doing. You seem to be arguing that heterosexuals are incapable of basic self-restraint.

 

[Made4TV]

No one loves old depressed women, period, or old women, period. Ageism is a very real and sad phenomenon.

Very true.

 

[iHeartRockArt]

No one loves old depressed women, period, or old women, period. Ageism is a very real and sad phenomenon.

I have to disagree about "no one loves old women, period." There are many "old women" who find love and that ARE loved.

 

[iHeartRockArt]

Well, I am not one of them. Not sure what you mean by "love" anyway because I was speaking in romantic terms, not the love of parents or friends or current long term partners.

Look to the age discrimination in Hollywood against females of a certain age—it's real and it exists. And that's just one small example.

Men can sire families well into their 90s. And do. The "crazy cat lady" is an oft used phrase for a reason.

I'm also speaking in romantic terms. I know of "old women" who have found new love, romantic love, not just a platonic friendships, etc. I have a family member on my ex husbands side who is 74 and recently has met the man of her dreams. My aunt's husband died and she was approaching her late 60's when she decided to start over 5 years after his death. She was 72 when she remarried. Just saying it happens. It is not impossible.
Hollywood is not the real world. Of course, I know most men in the Hollywood spotlight are not looking for an "old woman" but in the real world, it happens all the time. Not all women who are up in age are "crazy cat ladies."

 

[Minudah]

I'm the worst lab rat and I don't have an orientation. The experimenters don't allow me to have anything in common with or it would ruin their experiment. I'm not even allowed to have a name for my lack of orientation no one else in the simulation has. I'm a freak and a monster because the experimenters wanted me to be this way. I tried so hard to be straight when I was younger. I didn't know it was all rigged against me from the start. I tried everything to make myself straight, but I'm a monster and I always will be. I don't exist for any reason other than to be tortured and "other"ed. I've always been bullied by straights for "being gay" for not being attracted to a gender other than my own, and gay and bi won't have anything to do with me since not attracted to the same gender = straight. I'm lonely and at times thought that meant I loved everyone, but my loneliness is so hopeless that I buried it deep and wasn't aware how much it affected me. I never cared about romance or whatever and I can't think of anything more horrifying than sex. The way straight people react to gay people is my reaction to anything "orientational" (for lack of a better word for everyone but me), I can't help it and I'm worthless. I wanted to shower someone with hugs to feel less lonely, but orientationals hate hugs. I'm lonely even though I'm a grown adult because everyone wants to hurt me, there's no safety anywhere. Orientationals only care about finding someone to beat, verbally abuse, and rape. I'd rather have never existed than be part of this torture experiment. I can't deal with the pain and confusion of existing as such a worthless freak of a creature made to have literally nothing in common with anyone, except some human-like qualities to my appearance. But there are no humans, only experimenters and lab rats, I'm just even less human since I have even less in common with other lab rats than they do with experimenters

 

[KatieW]

As far as I am aware, there are several gay, and transgendered members.

@Johnnythefox are you transspecies?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/johnnythefox.3927/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/johnnythefox.3927/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/johnnythefox.3927/

 

[Johnnythefox]

@Johnnythefox are you transspecies?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/johnnythefox.3927/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/johnnythefox.3927/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/johnnythefox.3927/

 

[KatieW]

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Seeing you're a talking fox. Take a joke ❤❤

 

[favourite]

No one loves old depressed women, period, or old women, period. Ageism is a very real and sad phenomenon.

Unless you're beautiful Hollywood star, then you have it easy till you're 60 or something.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Cis male who is pansexual. I have had serious thoughts of being trans for awhile now but what is stopping me is my family. I've talked about this in another one of these threads.

I'm only out to people online about being pansexual/bisexual. If my parents found out they'd kick my ass.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

While I'm not LBGT I honestly wished I was born into a female body instead of a male one.

I just think mental and physical wise my life would be better if I was one. I can wear beautiful outfits and colors such as purple compared to being a male where most clothing is generic and you will be shunned by a lot of people if you even wear a pink hat.

I wish I could wear shit like pink hoodies and high heels without looking like an freak to both everyone and myself.

I'm not interested in the traditional lifestyle of my gender such as tools, taking apart cars and machinery, fishing, gym and that other stuff.

If you're emotionally weak at work or in the middle of public people will support you. If you're emotionally weak as an male during both of those things, most will judge you and see you as weak.

Everyday I fantasize about how awesome it would be if I was one. How beautiful I could make myself. I hate being in a male body.

I don't plan on doing transgender because it's expensive and I'm already struggling as it is in this damn world with autism. If I wasn't autistic then yeah maybe but since society already has one thing against me I won't risk adding another.

 

[YongeDundas]

I'm gay and trans but I feel like renouncing these identities would be beneficial. I call it "economic de-transition". Nobody wants to hire a gay or transgender so I'm working toward being ex-trans and ex-gay. Some might say that I'm betraying my true self, but I'm just being pragmatic and trying to salvage my life. I'm hoping to have conversion therapy in a few months.

 

[KatieW]

I'm gay and trans but I feel like renouncing these identities would be beneficial. I call it "economic de-transition". Nobody wants to hire a gay or transgender so I'm working toward being ex-trans and ex-gay. Some might say that I'm betraying my true self, but I'm just being pragmatic and trying to salvage my life. I'm hoping to have conversion therapy in a few months.

Wow, this must be a very tough choice. Is it the reason for ctb?

 

[Redt2go]

I'm gay and trans but I feel like renouncing these identities would be beneficial. I call it "economic de-transition". Nobody wants to hire a gay or transgender so I'm working toward being ex-trans and ex-gay. Some might say that I'm betraying my true self, but I'm just being pragmatic and trying to salvage my life. I'm hoping to have conversion therapy in a few months.

:(

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

I'm gay and trans but I feel like renouncing these identities would be beneficial. I call it "economic de-transition". Nobody wants to hire a gay or transgender so I'm working toward being ex-trans and ex-gay. Some might say that I'm betraying my true self, but I'm just being pragmatic and trying to salvage my life. I'm hoping to have conversion therapy in a few months.

Maybe you don't have to abandon the gay part and possibly keep it as an secret lifestyle. You shouldn't have to abandon your true self for the sake of society but unfortunately that's how cruel and narcissistic the world is.

 

[KatieW]

Being gay or trans can be tough. But it's tougher to live a lie, so damn the quences.

 

[21Neberg]

While I'm not LBGT I honestly wished I was born into a female body instead of a male one.

I just think mental and physical wise my life would be better if I was one. I can wear beautiful outfits and colors such as purple compared to being a male where most clothing is generic and you will be shunned by a lot of people if you even wear a pink hat.

I wish I could wear shit like pink hoodies and high heels without looking like an freak to both everyone and myself.

I'm not interested in the traditional lifestyle of my gender such as tools, taking apart cars and machinery, fishing, gym and that other stuff.

If you're emotionally weak at work or in the middle of public people will support you. If you're emotionally weak as an male during both of those things, most will judge you and see you as weak.

Everyday I fantasize about how awesome it would be if I was one. How beautiful I could make myself. I hate being in a male body.

I don't plan on doing transgender because it's expensive and I'm already struggling as it is in this damn world with autism. If I wasn't autistic then yeah maybe but since society already has one thing against me I won't risk adding another.

I'm so sorry for you, I really am. I cannot imagine the pain of being born a gender you don't want to be at all. These thoughts seem to be very 'heavy' for you, have you considered seeking help to cope with them? I'm not saying you should also tell them you're suicidal, but I'm sure a therapist could really help you with these issues.

 

[YongeDundas]

Wow, this must be a very tough choice. Is it the reason for ctb?

It's a significant part. I really hate being lgbt.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

I'm so sorry for you, I really am. I cannot imagine the pain of being born a gender you don't want to be at all. These thoughts seem to be very 'heavy' for you, have you considered seeking help to cope with them? I'm not saying you should also tell them you're suicidal, but I'm sure a therapist could really help you with these issues.

I honestly prefer not to do therapy of any kind tbh. I can cope with it fine and still enjoy life.