Venting Gave up

[Ivy77]

I've given up on actually living when I move out… I'm waiting to have access to a shotgun so I can get this over with
I've been suffering with depression my whole life and I hate seeing ppl around be functional it makes me livid.. why am I not like them ?

 

[jodes2]

Sorry you've been depressed for so long. It must be hard to see a way out after such a long time like this

 

[Huntfish34]

I understand completely and I'm sorry you are going through this. I have numerous guns at the ready but can't seem to find the courage to pull the trigger yet, soon though I hope.

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. ♥

 

[FuneralCry]

The unfortunate reality is that there is simply nothing fair about existing in this world where chance cruelly determines everything, as so many suffer so much all through no fault of their own. But it's really understandable just wishing to be free from existing, it certainly can be so tiring feeling trapped here. I wish you the best with your plans.