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DiscussionGAME OVER MISTAKE
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My parents had no business having children, got divorced, my mom got remarried, I got abused by him as well as by everyone else in the family. Everything else that followed, well...I see it all as just cause and effect. I've done my best to "move on" and "recover" or whatever, but no one seems able to tell me what I'm supposed to be doing, just that they can't help me, need to refer to someone else. I'm tired of this stupid ride and I wanna get off. Tbh, I beat my goal, didn't think I'd make it to 16 let alone 26. And no one will honestly be surprised. This is the result of a life of trauma and mental illness.
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Yaalya, Made4TV, Justwantittoend and 7 others
Abusive superior and toxic work environment which have pushed me to look for another opportunities, I found an opportunity with around 70% salary increase but ended up with the worst manager ever, I have lost all my efforts due to this decision, I am in debt and if I dont exit soon I'll be tortured by the credit collectors and I'll end up in jail, my life before that event used to be extremly happy, due to this mistake I am fucked up for life !!!!
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Broken Chimera, Bandzbandz, Kjo and 5 others
Abusive superior and toxic work environment which have pushed me to look for another opportunities, I found an opportunity with around 70% salary increase but ended up with the worst manager ever, I have lost all my efforts due to this decision, I am in debt and if I dont exit soon I'll be tortured by the credit collectors and I'll end up in jail, my life before that event used to be extremly happy, due to this mistake I am fucked up for life !!!!
I'm similar. Left a job where I was certain to be made redundant (which would at least have given me some redundancy pay off) to go to what looked like an okay job but turned out to be a bullying hell hole. Had to leave, now in a minimum wage retail job, also hellish bullying. I'm finished at this point.
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lynn14, Bandzbandz, Kjo and 1 other person
I'm similar. Left a job where I was certain to be made redundant (which would at least have given me some redundancy pay off) to go to what looked like an okay job but turned out to be a bullying hell hole. Had to leave, now in a minimum wage retail job, also hellish bullying. I'm finished at this point.
Ugh, retail is the worst, that was one of the worst experiences of my life. If I hadn't moved and gotten approved for disability, I would've ctb even sooner. I'm sorry that you're dealing with this, both of you
Nah, the opposite happened: I have become extremely sensitive to any noise and have a criminal headache that never goes away, and any noise makes it worse. I wear earplugs all the time and everything's still painfully loud. And i used to love loud music.
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Honestly I can't say there was a specific mistake that caused me to consider CTB. I fucking freak out so bad at every little mistake and inconvenience so everything in my mind has only one solution: suicide. That's why I never tried killing myself yet, I don't want it to be something impulsive and dumb that I regret the minute I start.
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Well i had a return ticket, i was just on leave, came back to work.
I didn't think too much of the opportunity presented by the guy who kindly let me stay in his house there. He could have given me housing AND work.
Then i had another thought at going there in 2016, but it came after a period of me screwing things up, and my mother thought i'd better not make impulsive decisions like that, because "i need to recover". I wish i had ignored her and boarded my flight, because that was my ticket to a good and less stressful life.
Being born is one, not following through when I felt bad about the people I would leave behind, even though they don't care about me. I won't make that mistake the next time.
There is no singular event for me. It's more a case of rot setting in. Working away in the background and realising it and how severe it is when it is too late.
Lots of mistakes built of the foundations of other mistakes, conceived from a place of neglect against a backdrop of mental illness.
Really happy I replied to this thread, honestly it's been cathartic, feeling really good about things now...
DBD
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