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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
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Pls check if my rope is okay for full suspension.. IMG 20240912 122530 724
I actually wanna go with partial suspension hanging but a lot of people don't recommend it..
 
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Sep 2, 2024
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that looks very thin and flimsy, but i suppose it may work for partial (although, as you mentioned already, partial isn't really recommended these days since many have tried and failed). This rope will be significantly more painful to use than with a proper 10mm or 12mm rope though, and as such it shouldn't be used for full suspension imo. are you able to go and acquire a better rope?
 
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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
121
that looks very thin and flimsy, but i suppose it may work for partial (although, as you mentioned already, partial isn't really recommended these days since many have tried and failed). This rope will be significantly more painful to use than with a proper 10mm or 12mm rope though, and as such it shouldn't be used for full suspension imo. are you able to go and acquire a better rope?
Yes, i am through online.. what type of rope should i go for? 12mm?.. i am 5"0 with weight 57kg
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Afaik it's suggested to use a rope about 1/2 inch thick (thumb-thick). Any rope will do, but I read that dockline seems to be the best.
 
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Sep 2, 2024
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Yes, i am through online.. what type of rope should i go for? 12mm?.. i am 5"0 with weight 57kg
for full suspension, the generally advised rope to look for is a 12mm (or 1/2 inch) double braided dockline. either made of polyester or polypropylene.
 
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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
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Afaik it's suggested to use a rope about 1/2 inch thick (thumb-thick). Any rope will do, but I read that dockline seems to be the best.
Ty I'll keep that in mind
for full suspension, the generally advised rope to look for is a 12mm (or 1/2 inch) double braided dockline. either made of polyester or polypropylene.
Ty for ur advice, I'll keep that in mind
 
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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
121
Update: yeah I don't think this rope is viable so I'm just gonna wait for my order .. it's estimated to arrive 17-23 😔.. I don't have a lot of time left tbh.

Reason why I can't use the above rope: it's very thin and uncomfortable ..
 
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imdonewithallofthis

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Sep 2, 2024
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for full suspension, the generally advised rope to look for is a 12mm (or 1/2 inch) double braided dockline. either made of polyester or polypropylene.
Would this one work ? Or does it have to be polyester ) IMG 6663
 
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Sep 2, 2024
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Would this one work ? Or does it have to be polyester )
This one would work, but it's preferable to have polyester. Nylon is the stretchiest of the synthetic rope materials, which is not desirable for hanging. It's also weaker than polyester, but it won't matter that much at this specific rope diameter. Polyester is the least stretchy, and one of the strongest synthetic materials for rope. It's also very good at holding most knots, which materials like polypropylene can have trouble with (unsure about nylon and knots, so it may be worth researching if you end up getting this rope).

Before buying this one, make sure it has the breaking strength or working load limit listed somewhere. If it's over 800lbs or 360kg, then it'll be fine. You want the break strength to be several times higher than your body weight, in case your convulsions have you yank on the rope hard. It's also just nice peace of mind, and it's good to eliminate as many points of failure as you can.
 
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Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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Not a good rope. Those do not tie well or hold knots.
The double braided dock line is the gold standard for rope. Strong, smooth, knots well and comfortable. You are worth it!
 
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This one would work, but it's preferable to have polyester. Nylon is the stretchiest of the synthetic rope materials, which is not desirable for hanging. It's also weaker than polyester, but it won't matter that much at this specific rope diameter. Polyester is the least stretchy, and one of the strongest synthetic materials for rope. It's also very good at holding most knots, which materials like polypropylene can have trouble with (unsure about nylon and knots, so it may be worth researching if you end up getting this rope).

Before buying this one, make sure it has the breaking strength or working load limit listed somewhere. If it's over 800lbs or 360kg, then it'll be fine. You want the break strength to be several times higher than your body weight, in case your convulsions have you yank on the rope hard. It's also just nice peace of mind, and it's good to eliminate as many points of failure as you can.
Thank you this was extremely helpful.
 
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This one would work, but it's preferable to have polyester. Nylon is the stretchiest of the synthetic rope materials, which is not desirable for hanging. It's also weaker than polyester, but it won't matter that much at this specific rope diameter. Polyester is the least stretchy, and one of the strongest synthetic materials for rope. It's also very good at holding most knots, which materials like polypropylene can have trouble with (unsure about nylon and knots, so it may be worth researching if you end up getting this rope).

Before buying this one, make sure it has the breaking strength or working load limit listed somewhere. If it's over 800lbs or 360kg, then it'll be fine. You want the break strength to be several times higher than your body weight, in case your convulsions have you yank on the rope hard. It's also just nice peace of mind, and it's good to eliminate as many points of failure as you can.
Sorry to ask again but I was looking at this one. Do you think this one is more suitable ? I want to make sure to buy the right one.
 

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Plato'sCaveDweller

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Sep 2, 2024
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Sorry to ask again but I was looking at this one. Do you think this one is more suitable ? I want to make sure to buy the right one.
No need to apologize, it's no worry! This one looks better for sure. Does it give a breaking strength anywhere in the listing? It is polyester, so it may not be that important. But it's still good to know what the manufacturer rates it for.
 
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No need to apologize, it's no worry! This one looks better for sure. Does it give a breaking strength anywhere in the listing? It is polyester, so it may not be that important. But it's still good to know what the manufacturer rates it for.
It says the tensile strength and maximum tension load is 9000 pounds. Not sure if it's accurate, but that sounds fine to me.
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

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It says the tensile strength and maximum tension load is 9000 pounds. Not sure if it's accurate, but that sounds fine to me.
Ah, that is definitely good enough. The working load of rope is roughly 1/3 to 1/5 of the given tensile strength (if i remember correctly), so that'd be about 3000lbs max to about 1,800lbs minimum.
 
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finallydone

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Aug 18, 2024
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way too thin, it looks like it's 6mm or 4mm even, my first rope was 8mm and still felt thin even tho it had the capacity to pull a nearly 2ton car
like many others pointed out 12mm is the best for both safety and comfort for most people
 
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Ah, that is definitely good enough. The working load of rope is roughly 1/3 to 1/5 of the given tensile strength (if i remember correctly), so that'd be about 3000lbs max to about 1,800lbs minimum.
Ok great this one seems like my best option. Thanks again for all your help.
 
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DeadWish

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Aug 15, 2026
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Any advice how to position 12mm braided polyester rope over neck to loose concioness as fast as possible? Here's my story:
I was brutally beaten in 2023 in a local bar fight.My left knee is fucked up. 2rd degre cartilage damage, torn meniscus. In summer of 2025. I started with MDMA pills, which were fine. The dealer run out of supply so I bought 10 grams of some crystal. He said that it was MDMA in crystal form. But it wasnt. Different feeling. I got high and sent shitload of facebook messages. I said that I would buy a gun for selfe defence, yada yada and sent him a picture of his family. Big mistake. He call the cops and I was charged for threats. Plus I put a phone on autodial, over 100 calls. I wound in county jail in Zadar. They didnt searched me well and i smuggled in abouut 1g of that crystal. Biggest mistake of my life. I used that and several days later I ended in a "manic" state. I went to a prison psychiatrists and she pinned me f30-manic episode....That was in december 2025. New Year had come. And in 15.1.2026. I was fucking with prison guard to let me buy tobacco over the line. He said I have to wait til late afternoon, and that I freely light the bed matress. I thought he was joking so i put a lighter on a nylon bag beneath the beadsheet an light it and put it away immefiatelly. He entered the cell an broke my hip. Instead of taking me to a ER, they brought me in psychiatry hospital in a weelchair. There I got another F30, PTSD, and borferline from 2013 in the chart. There is written statement of a cop that there was "a conflict" in jail and that I put a bed on fire. Then dr falsely entered that I stated that was joking with fire on matrass and that I said that was known to speaking with myself. I was left broken on bed in a cell, pissing in a bucket, unable to move. In the morning police transvered me to Zagreb, 350km away with ordinary prison van. In the prison hospital they took an x ray and sayd how the hell did you mannage to fracture a hip? I told them the truth. I was opetated and now have metal bolt in my leg, the left leg l, same leg with bad knee. The cops got fired, one charged for heavy body injury. I was released from prison hospital on high dose diazepam 40mg plus 25mg seroquel for sleep. I manage to reduce that to 20mg but seroquel....you cant. It's smallest pill... and you cant cut it into halves or quarters. District attorney drop the deal, 10 months prison. My maximum detention time expired in may 12th. Im waiting for a trial. State attorney wont make a deal. They want trial, where I will be subjected to psychiatric evaluation. I will be diagnosed Bipolar and insane, so that cops that got fired may say that they have to due to ma madness.... cruel thing is, if I allow to be put on a forensic ward, I would be forbidden to leave the bed. I cant straight my leg. I will be thirsty. My leg muscles will atrophy permanently. I would be forced to wear dypers for adults. No higyene, no ability to wash my face...I will die insade under heavy anti-psychotic poly therapy plus valproate with minimal water. I would not survive. I bought marine polyester 12mm braided rope. 3 meters. I found a square beam in the garage. I used anchor hitch with extra half hitches tested it half an hour ago. I made a slipknot noose with a half hitch stopper. It will work. I want to join to ask for advice how to loose conciusness fast, and photograph the rope gor advices. I dont want to choke for a 5 minites in agony. Im 44 yold. Im looking at my parents they dont know in what grave situation am I. Please help. The preparation court hearing is 16.9. I dont have much time left. I must do it before to escape horrors of forensic psychiatry. I wish I've never used drugs. I ruined my life. Please help. Thank you.

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This is the rope. Its a noose knot. I put a ziptea to a stopper knot will use larger one. Just tested it .I tied it on the square beam in garage and i hoisted myself with a hammer in the noose. no issues. How to pass out quickly? 1000026399
This is the rope. Its a noose knot. I put a ziptea to a stopper knot will use larger one. Just tested it .I tied it on the square beam in garage and i hoisted myself with a hammer in the noose. no issues. How to pass out quickly? 1000026399
 
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