nothingtogain
fish
- Jan 28, 2026
- 3
So like,
I've tried full suspension a couple times now. I still live with my parents (I take my uni classes online) and it'd be way too suspicious of me to get the perfect kind of rope. I don't wanna get locked away for trying to ctb. I have a pretty sturdy cord on my hands that holds my weight fine (I'm about 110-105 lbs). I've practiced/already attempted with using a slipknot (those times didn't work because I was fully sober so I started to freak out) but I'm not sure if that's even something I could use for this. I have some tramadol stashed away I've been thinking about using to ctb, and I have a zofran prescription available so I could use that to prevent vomiting. The hook I'm using is no issue and is meant to hold the weight of an average person. I'd be so grateful for any kind of advice
I've tried full suspension a couple times now. I still live with my parents (I take my uni classes online) and it'd be way too suspicious of me to get the perfect kind of rope. I don't wanna get locked away for trying to ctb. I have a pretty sturdy cord on my hands that holds my weight fine (I'm about 110-105 lbs). I've practiced/already attempted with using a slipknot (those times didn't work because I was fully sober so I started to freak out) but I'm not sure if that's even something I could use for this. I have some tramadol stashed away I've been thinking about using to ctb, and I have a zofran prescription available so I could use that to prevent vomiting. The hook I'm using is no issue and is meant to hold the weight of an average person. I'd be so grateful for any kind of advice
