Was your anchor too weak?
Kinda. It all came crashing down and I effed my ceilling as well lol.
If I did it in the attic I would be succesfull but at that time I didn't. And it was the only time I tried to ctb impulsively and felt like there is no way out. I was pressed by time as well because I was supposed to be at work. It ended with me cutting my wrist and changing my mind.
Shame because other times I wanted to do full hanging I never got the courage to "kick the bucket". That is the most sure method available to me still. It appeals to me because if you set it right you can't go back. You will die.
But you can't be found or be stopped at inappropriate time, you could end up as a vegetable that way which is not really ideal...