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erpelwatcher

Member
Jun 2, 2026
7
Hello to everyone reading this,
I have been a lurker for quite a while but decided to make the account cause it is progressing.

My Problem is that i am living in Germany and cant get acess to a gun or SN or other Medicaments. I have also read quite extensivly and have come to the conclusion of either jumping or hanging. But the problem with jumping is, that thanks to the place i live we dont have any buildings high enough to jump down from (i want to make sure not to end up as a vegtable. I could go to a bridge but the closest bridge is 30 m (98 feet) and a viadukt with the height of 35m (115 feet). From the last one did a friend of mine jump 4 years ago and did die but there is only grass (and by now quite wet dirt and fields below each one of them and i dont want to have the chance to survive it.
That is also the reason I dont want to jump in Front of a car/train also mainly not to traumatize the drivers too much.

I have decided on hanging since i am living in kind of a Student accomodation and have my own room and bathroom. I wont be distrubred and if i do it at the evening or apart from one day I will have all the time i want to not be found cause i wont be missed by anyone.

My question therefore is the "best" way for the hanging. I have read the long guides regarding hanging and am unsure between a full one or a partial hanging. I dont have a large Hook or something else on the ceiling so i only have the door between my bathrrom and mainroom (my closet doesnt have the kind of study metal bar needed.

I would like your advice for it cause as I see the advantage of the full hanging is that you dont have to worry about your legs cause maybe cause of my not so good english, I dont understand where and how to put htem and how to stop me from trashing and the knot therefore getting loose.

I am currently waiting for a 4mm Paracord with a length that is of no concern but I am unsure. (I also have ordered a sperate D ring cause I read here to either use the D ring or a slipknot) I have read the thread with the dumbell as a counterweight but I dont really know.

I read here that with partial hanging you can maange to get knocked out quite fast and than need around 30 minutes (which i have plenty of).

I would very much like your advice and tips for it.

Thank you.
 
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BlueberryDeer

BlueberryDeer

Lottery or Suicide, whatever comes first
Nov 20, 2025
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I did my attempt with a door. I made a noose with a necktie, make another noose to avoid to get between the space from the other side and closed the door. I didn't passed away, perhaps for the lack of pressure on the carotid artery. So, in theory, is possible, when you locked the door and do the noose high enough to pressure your neck, whatever if you use partial or full hanging.
 
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erpelwatcher

Member
Jun 2, 2026
7
I did my attempt with a door. I made a noose with a necktie, make another noose to avoid to get between the space from the other side and closed the door. I didn't passed away, perhaps for the lack of pressure on the carotid artery. So, in theory, is possible, when you locked the door and do the noose high enough to pressure your neck, whatever if you use partial or full hanging.
Thank you for your advice. I will try some tests later to find out. But i am sloley becoming more partial to the full hanning cause it seems easier once started cause i am afraid i might move my legs and therefore either rip it off or remove the pressure. So did the full hanging attempt? I am still thinking of how to fasten the rope so the door might not break.
 

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