Hello to everyone reading this,
I have been a lurker for quite a while but decided to make the account cause it is progressing.
My Problem is that i am living in Germany and cant get acess to a gun or SN or other Medicaments. I have also read quite extensivly and have come to the conclusion of either jumping or hanging. But the problem with jumping is, that thanks to the place i live we dont have any buildings high enough to jump down from (i want to make sure not to end up as a vegtable. I could go to a bridge but the closest bridge is 30 m (98 feet) and a viadukt with the height of 35m (115 feet). From the last one did a friend of mine jump 4 years ago and did die but there is only grass (and by now quite wet dirt and fields below each one of them and i dont want to have the chance to survive it.
That is also the reason I dont want to jump in Front of a car/train also mainly not to traumatize the drivers too much.
I have decided on hanging since i am living in kind of a Student accomodation and have my own room and bathroom. I wont be distrubred and if i do it at the evening or apart from one day I will have all the time i want to not be found cause i wont be missed by anyone.
My question therefore is the "best" way for the hanging. I have read the long guides regarding hanging and am unsure between a full one or a partial hanging. I dont have a large Hook or something else on the ceiling so i only have the door between my bathrrom and mainroom (my closet doesnt have the kind of study metal bar needed.
I would like your advice for it cause as I see the advantage of the full hanging is that you dont have to worry about your legs cause maybe cause of my not so good english, I dont understand where and how to put htem and how to stop me from trashing and the knot therefore getting loose.
I am currently waiting for a 4mm Paracord with a length that is of no concern but I am unsure. (I also have ordered a sperate D ring cause I read here to either use the D ring or a slipknot) I have read the thread with the dumbell as a counterweight but I dont really know.
I read here that with partial hanging you can maange to get knocked out quite fast and than need around 30 minutes (which i have plenty of).
I would very much like your advice and tips for it.
Thank you.
I have been a lurker for quite a while but decided to make the account cause it is progressing.
My Problem is that i am living in Germany and cant get acess to a gun or SN or other Medicaments. I have also read quite extensivly and have come to the conclusion of either jumping or hanging. But the problem with jumping is, that thanks to the place i live we dont have any buildings high enough to jump down from (i want to make sure not to end up as a vegtable. I could go to a bridge but the closest bridge is 30 m (98 feet) and a viadukt with the height of 35m (115 feet). From the last one did a friend of mine jump 4 years ago and did die but there is only grass (and by now quite wet dirt and fields below each one of them and i dont want to have the chance to survive it.
That is also the reason I dont want to jump in Front of a car/train also mainly not to traumatize the drivers too much.
I have decided on hanging since i am living in kind of a Student accomodation and have my own room and bathroom. I wont be distrubred and if i do it at the evening or apart from one day I will have all the time i want to not be found cause i wont be missed by anyone.
My question therefore is the "best" way for the hanging. I have read the long guides regarding hanging and am unsure between a full one or a partial hanging. I dont have a large Hook or something else on the ceiling so i only have the door between my bathrrom and mainroom (my closet doesnt have the kind of study metal bar needed.
I would like your advice for it cause as I see the advantage of the full hanging is that you dont have to worry about your legs cause maybe cause of my not so good english, I dont understand where and how to put htem and how to stop me from trashing and the knot therefore getting loose.
I am currently waiting for a 4mm Paracord with a length that is of no concern but I am unsure. (I also have ordered a sperate D ring cause I read here to either use the D ring or a slipknot) I have read the thread with the dumbell as a counterweight but I dont really know.
I read here that with partial hanging you can maange to get knocked out quite fast and than need around 30 minutes (which i have plenty of).
I would very much like your advice and tips for it.
Thank you.
