iwannadisslife
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- Jul 5, 2023
- 8
I worked so hard as a CNA and got good grades in college for my associates degree all for what? As soon as I step outside my small town and make it to the city I drunkenly clobber my roommate's boyfriend with a beer bottle and get kicked out. Now I'm stuck living with grandma in Texas I fucking hate it there's cockroaches everywhere and nothing works. It's fucking filthy here cuz that bitch hasn't cleaned in 20 years. I think I'd like to go by playing Russian roulette with a group of people at a party. All I've learned in life is ya work hard and go to school and it doesn't mean shit cuz you'll never be able to afford the live you want to live and you get to live in filthy conditions with grandma. Fuck life fuck everyone. I want my family to feel like they could've done better, IWANT them to feel guilty. My dad took the truck away so now I can't go anywhere. No friends in this huge city. Never had a girlfriend, and all I wanted in life was to fall in love like and do all that romantic shit and stuff. I moved here willing to help my grandma but that bitch doesn't want help she gets mad at me for cleaning. And she deserves everything that happens to her. I no longer care if she lives or dies. I don't wanna die just yet, I wanna travel the world, I wanna travel to Asia, I wanna travel to Europe, I wanna fuck some hookers and do meth and acid. I wanna go skydiving again. I love skydiving. But I'm definitely dying young fuck being old that shit is for pussies.