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plsimnotokay

plsimnotokay

I just keep telling myself it’ll be alright
Jun 6, 2022
49
I keep going back and forth with methods. SN or hanging. My mind is racing. I feel so close to the end. Fuck fuck fuck this cruel life. I hate being here so much! I hate SI I hate my parents who brought me into this world I hate everything
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
I am so sorry to read you are stuck in this dark place, its hell, take a step back and take a deep breath, use this thread to vent and release pent up angers, talk to us, and make no rash choices
 
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born2win

born2win

Time is a flat circle
Jun 5, 2022
159
Same here. Thats why i plan to do both at the same time and well according to time.Both Charcoal and SN methods. Good luck to us.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really is such a horrible world that we live in, and I also hate being alive. I'm sorry that you have suffered so unbearably in life. I can imagine that it must be awful being unable to decide on a method. Hanging scares me personally and I have never attempted it because of fear of failure. I hope that you are able to find relief from your pain in whatever you decide to do.
 
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