Venting Fuck this is tough

[plsimnotokay]

I keep going back and forth with methods. SN or hanging. My mind is racing. I feel so close to the end. Fuck fuck fuck this cruel life. I hate being here so much! I hate SI I hate my parents who brought me into this world I hate everything

 

[Soulless Angel]

I am so sorry to read you are stuck in this dark place, its hell, take a step back and take a deep breath, use this thread to vent and release pent up angers, talk to us, and make no rash choices

 

[born2win]

Same here. Thats why i plan to do both at the same time and well according to time.Both Charcoal and SN methods. Good luck to us.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a horrible world that we live in, and I also hate being alive. I'm sorry that you have suffered so unbearably in life. I can imagine that it must be awful being unable to decide on a method. Hanging scares me personally and I have never attempted it because of fear of failure. I hope that you are able to find relief from your pain in whatever you decide to do.