Venting fuck my brain

[thedevilwithin]

sometimes i get moments of peace where i think about living in a small cabin with my own little family. that maybe things will be okay, but then when reality sets in and i remember everything. i remember who and what i am. i remember how unlovable and useless i am. it's torture. when i was younger i did have hope, it wasn't much but it was there. today however there's nothing left, i feel empty and numb. there is no hope. sometimes i don't want to die but i really don't have a choice. what a wasteful existence. i feel so much shame.

 

[mia_qwerty]

Here to chat if you need. I'm sorry you feel that way. Maybe it's not true. Maybe you are loveable. Even if you don't feel it.

 

[IWishToDie]

sometimes i get moments of peace where i think about living in a small cabin with my own little family. that maybe things will be okay, but then when reality sets in and i remember everything. i remember who and what i am. i remember how unlovable and useless i am. it's torture. when i was younger i did have hope, it wasn't much but it was there. today however there's nothing left, i feel empty and numb. there is no hope. sometimes i don't want to die but i really don't have a choice. what a wasteful existence. i feel so much shame.

I spoke to the devil in Miami, he said everything would be fine <3

 

[thedevilwithin]

I spoke to the devil in Miami, he said everything would be fine <3

love that song

 

[letmeoutofthis]

The situation my brain got me to is unbelievable

 

[SeaBreeze]

I had a piece of my brain surgically removed to stop tonic-clonic seizures..........without success

 

[DesperateOne]

Same... I have these moments of peace, happiness, motivation. I want to do something with my life, talk to people, make friends, get a girlfriend, but then my brain snaps back.

 

[mia_qwerty]

I had a piece of my brain surgically removed to stop tonic-clonic seizures..........without success

Oh no.