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Suicidе

Life is unacceptable
Sep 11, 2022
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I hate suffering. I hate people defending it as if it's an inherently good thing, i hate that i've suffered continuously and just became more fucking miserable every time. I am sick and fatigued of trying to convince people to not cause unnecessary suffering. I hate that people need to be placated and caressed into into not supporting the breeding and torturing industry that tortures billions per year for a simple, trivial, and insatiable convenience. I hate the nature worshippers that glorify the suffering of wild animals just because the scene it takes place in looks pretty. I hate the pro-choice people because they cause suffering by valuing a moron's personal harmful choice that creates inevitable suffering for someone else. I hate people that will turn to exploiting/torturing one person just because it's to the convenience of the majority. I hate that people's moral values are determined by what is convenient to the majority. I hate that serious topics evolve into the pettiest fucking shit. I hate that anti suffering taken to its most logical extent is seen as too extreme and shocking for people's liking. I fucking fucking fucking hate the stupid fucking rеtards believing the reality of the existence of suffering is a matter of subjectivity. philosophy and politics is just pointless and endless discussion over the stupidest shit. i hate the fucking morons that distorted everything i've said to them because it was to their convenience while trying to inform them of the harm they were causing. i hate the assholes that do NOTHING but throw insults to anything that challenges their harmful behavior. i hate that people determine whether or not something can feel torture, is by how intelligent it is. something that isn't as intelligent as the others either doesn't feel or feels less pain, but only in an unimportant way because the sufferer isn't intelligent enough to understand the concept of suffering! Why not enslave more stupid humans like the fucking morons that came up with this garbage? They won't understand anyway! I hate that they will do anything to maintain the idea that they are completely innocent of any harmdoing and become defensive being labelled the perpetrator. i hate the apathy i hate the stupidity i hate the endless cycle kf suffering
I hate that people see others as nothing but their personal property, like only being affected by suicide because the suicided person is now gone, not that they suffered nor that they caused suffering, but because their fucking slave is gone. i hate that we are wired to constantly want more and more without end. really want something? instinctively do anything satisfy it to get rid of the discomfort of being DEPRIVED of the wanted thing. brains are the stupid fucking addicted organs keeping the suffering going. I hate that anything that isn't status quo, such as antinatalism or even pessimism, is dismissed without second thought as mental illness or some other stupid reason. I hate that the only truth people go for is the ones they cherry pick, or the convenient truths. I hate that giving people advice on how to no longer be able to suffer in a way that is painless as possible is fucking taboo. I hate the arrogant fucks that think suicidal people interacting together is damgerous. I hate the stupid assholes who fucking coalesce and agree that reproducing is bad because it creates the potential for suffering yet have no problems paying for non-human animals to be fucking bred into existence and tortured so they could eventually be on their plate.
i fucking hate that having rights or not is a matter of someones personal liking. i fucking hate people who fucking say they're against animal abuse yet they'll look away when they discover that something else had to be FUCKING tortured for their food. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE. i hate controlling nanny assholes getting to decide who is oId еnough, mature enough, sick enough, has suffered enough, fits any of their bigoted standards enough to be able to NOT SUFFER and die peacefully. FUCK THEM ALL. these stupid arrogant fucks, deserve to be the ones suffering instead. i fucking hate that my fucking parents' only way of parenting was to indoctrinate us and use threats to prevent us from ever going against them. i hate people who deliberately make people WITHOUT EVEN THINKING ABOUT THE POTENTIAL FOR FUCKING SUFFERING. I HATE THE FUCKING MORONS THAT ARE FUCKING SADDENED BY THE PREEXPECTED DEATH OF THEIR FUCKING CREATION, IF THEY COULDN'T CONTROL IT OR EVEN PREDICT IT THEN WHY TAKE THE FUCKING RISK? selfish assholes. These fucking assholes don't think about if their creation could eventually get bone cancer, or just suffer horribly, and then die, but things won't happen if I BELIEVE they won't, right? My silly gamble is worth all the risk! I control reality! I think therefore it IS. Don't you be tellin me bout sum objective reality!
neither will they even fucking consider to let people end their own suffering because that's government murdering the weak, because that's letting people commit suicide in their wrong mind, because things get better, because economy die, because suicide wrong because wrong, because I wouldn't be hippy happy today if euthanasia was legal! arrogant fuckers think their own sad-face and happy-face moments are worth someone else's prolonged suffering. IT'S MURDER THO!!! arrogant-selfish-piece-of-fucking-shit run society. the government fucking sucks they all suck they need to be fucking reformed but unfortunately that will happen very slowly because people are extremely selfish and stupid.
i hate that i have to get a job and interact with assholes and inevitably cause suffering because ill more than likely be forced to cater to cunts buying shit made with torture to reduce my own misery. i hate my fragile decaying teeth and terrible memory. i fucking hate that suffering suddenly and horribly is a possibility just because of 2 selfish pricks wanted to have a baby for a fictitious creator. there is no limit to the suffering that can be experienced and reality is sudden extreme violence waiting to fucking happen and breeders are the ones fucking perpetuating it

I haven't typed enough but I'm burnt out.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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I agree with everything that you have written.
This is a shitshow world, and the vast majority of the people in it just add to the suffering.
 
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Torabol

Torabol

Student
Apr 15, 2023
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Maybe we won't agree on everything, but this is a beautiful display of authenticity. Thank you for sharing this with me.
 
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Daxter_87

Daxter_87

If my name is crossed out, hopefully I'm dead.
May 28, 2023
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You summed it all up perfectly. Couldn't have said it better myself.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Existence is so repulsive and hellish, it's a tragedy how there isn't just nothing for all eternity and how so much meaningless and unnecessary suffering exists instead. There are no amount of words that can describe how much I despise existence, it's the true problem, it disgusts me how people aren't aware enough not to procreate into this nightmarish world.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I could have typed this up myself two years ago. I agree and have felt all of that to my core.

I'm burned out now and just can't typically feel that level of anger anymore, but I'm still left with a sense of sadness that I am powerless to decrease the suffering in this world. It would be nice if people cared.
 

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