Hey, I'm completely homeless and hopeless, i was looking to do this in a few months, in a much different place, but the date got pushed, it's time. Im in frankfurt, i have enough money to get a Deutschlandticket and go somewhere else here. What method should I do? I was thinking of bridges, but i don't know if that would be a good idea, i really would need to pass out before i start drowning and i don't know if these bridges are tall enough for that here. Is anyone at least a bit smarter? Or know something OTC that would knock me out quickly? Im incredibly exhausted and i don't have a bed to sleep in, so my brain functions are low.
I'm also part of the h^2 club... I'm tremendously sorry for the position you are in. Are you looking to CTB because of that or because you just want to. In the latter case the black forest has always looked beautiful... I'd find a tree and rope... In the former case is there anything someone can do to help you?
LonelyKitten
Seeking one final escape
- Aug 13, 2023
- 284
I travelled around with the ticket a bunch this year.
If you do have the ticket, one of the most accessible method could be train.
One of the good things about these trains is they mostly have bathrooms and tend to run all night - which is ideal if you have a phone to keep checking routes.
So you've got free water and free bathrooms.
Ideally you'd have some powerbanks, a phone with a large amount of data (most trains also have wifi), and many of them have power outlets to recharge your phone/power banks as well.
And no one is really gonna bother you if you stand at a train station for hours, or if you're inside a train before it reaches its destination.
You could observe and find a spot where a high-speed train goes by.
Ideally not a city/busy stop - there are more rural/small stops that have less people that could bother you.
I think there are more threads to be found on here regarding technicalities like cattle guards and how to best execute when it comes to train methods.
I don't know the exact ways to make sure the method doesn't go wrong, but those are some tips from my experience of safely using the trains in a semi-homeless manner (didn't sleep at any hotels or anything during 60 hour trips).
Hope this is useful info.
If you do have the ticket, one of the most accessible method could be train.
One of the good things about these trains is they mostly have bathrooms and tend to run all night - which is ideal if you have a phone to keep checking routes.
So you've got free water and free bathrooms.
Ideally you'd have some powerbanks, a phone with a large amount of data (most trains also have wifi), and many of them have power outlets to recharge your phone/power banks as well.
And no one is really gonna bother you if you stand at a train station for hours, or if you're inside a train before it reaches its destination.
You could observe and find a spot where a high-speed train goes by.
Ideally not a city/busy stop - there are more rural/small stops that have less people that could bother you.
I think there are more threads to be found on here regarding technicalities like cattle guards and how to best execute when it comes to train methods.
I don't know the exact ways to make sure the method doesn't go wrong, but those are some tips from my experience of safely using the trains in a semi-homeless manner (didn't sleep at any hotels or anything during 60 hour trips).
Hope this is useful info.
It's really complicated, this was planned for a long time. Just not for now, but a few months from now. I wanted to meet a few people first but that is impossible now, and i don't have a place either. I'm at least looking for something relatively painless. I don't think hanging is that, and certainly not drowning. Or at least, without some otc medicine that could potentially knock me out in time. I have enough money for a Deutschlandticket and some alcohol and medicine.
I see. I'm not sure what you are looking for to be honest. If a relatively painless method existed I'm not sure this website would exist... That said I know Euthanasia in the Netherlands (and Belgium) exists. I'm not sure what hoops you'd have to jump through or if you need to be a Dutch citizen alone. But it's something to look into...
Relatively painless means... Not purely agonising. I have a day or two to figure it out, otherwise I'm probably going to do the bridge thing. I suffered enough, i just want to minimize the amount i still do need to. I was thinking SN before but now that's impossible.
I'm sorry you have to go through that. Jumping and drowning may not be as easy as it sounds. Relatively painless and peaceful would be CO (with charcoal) in a tent. That would need some things and proper planning.
I hope you find peace.
I hope you find peace.
I'm not sure why you wouldn't try the Netherlands thing? I'd walk that far if it was available here...
"No euthanasia tourism is allowed, so only Dutch or Belgian inhabitants who have a local doctor that knows them well can request and undergo euthanasia within the legal limits.
In The Netherlands costs are paid for by the mandatory universal health care insurance."
There's some other requirements that are not listed here.
Is there a guide for that somewhere? Maybe that could be a good option.
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I could be incorrect and probably am but doesn't it just say "well-established relationship". If you are homeless anyways.... A couple of appointments for a peaceful non-risky way.... Even if you don't speak Dutch Frisian the closest language to English is spoken in the Netherlands in parts (as well as Germany)....
You'd still need a small tent and tape to close vents and so.
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@brokeandbroken ig euthanasia isn't working just bc of being homeless and I'm also sure that this is still a long (probably too long) process with uncertain outcome. To have euthanasia you have to be almost dead already after a long time of suffering.
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feuerflieger
i only exist
- Oct 9, 2023
- 30
maybe you could have a look at this method.
'The "night-night" method mega thread.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/
'The "night-night" method mega thread.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/
That sounds good, got a few concerns but definitely more available in my Situation than the Charcoal one. Thanks.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,878
That sounds like a really dreadful situation to be in and it's beyond cruel how we cannot just easily leave this existence in peace, I wish that suicide is as straightforward as just taking some easily accessible otc medication. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for.
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