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OutOfThisBody

OutOfThisBody

What kind of cruel god would put me in this body?
Aug 5, 2024
177
I just feel like I needed to write this down. I have no reasons to live, life itself disgusts me. I ask God why he would do this. I have no pride, no strength. I want to leave.
 
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TheMountainTreeEgg

TheMountainTreeEgg

Fish
Dec 9, 2024
56
Yeah I feel the same. I imagine just like how animals die from natural selection, when I CTB It will also be by natural selection, in the end I just wasn't strong enough and thats okay.
 
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sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
710
I just feel like I needed to write this down. I have no reasons to live, life itself disgusts me. I ask God why he would do this. I have no pride, no strength. I want to leave.
What is your chosen method to CTB?
 
sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
224
anything you're going to do in these four days? maybe watch a favorite movie or eat a good meal?
i'm hoping to order my SN soon, so i'm trying to do some simple things that i enjoy.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,969
I also just wish to be gone, to not exist is all I personally hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
Hope there are some good things you could do in these four days, all the best.
 
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