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chaewon

chaewon

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Jan 8, 2026
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Finally something is going right for me, i found imported SN being sold by some shitty factory in the shitty third world hellhole I live in.

Ive read here about ppl struggling to get Primperan or Antiemetic dopamine blockers in general and even Acid regulators without a prescription but where I live I can buy them online or casually at a pharmacy, and for the SN i can have it shipped locally right to my house only issue is that it comes in a large sack that will be noticeable to my parents but I can stash it in my car trunk or girlfriend's house.

I have never felt calmer and more accepting about suicide than right now bc ive always stayed away from SN but now I realise how easy it would be for me and i feel almost as privileged as Americans with gun access lol. So now I know i should have a high success rate and its only a matter of time , the feeling is very soothing.
 
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Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I also bought mine from a local chemical store. For the record I live in the worst and poorest country in entire Europe (North Macedonia). It's no wonder that such chemicals are not regulated in my country. Up until 2010 a small kid could've entered a chemical store and bought an even deadlier poison, enough to kill 100 people without any permit. This shows how lawless and corrupt my country really is.
 
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