Venting forwards back and rebound

[erik_signe]

I thought I was doing okay... :(( here I am, with no one to turn to again... I already tried killing myself five times the past year... I think I want to try again.. Maybe tomorrow if my mom goes to the ER, I'll be alone at home...

It's funny, when I thought life was going my way... when I started to pass my subjects... when I felt like I deserved to live again...

I'm really tired ...