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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
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Forget me, I said
Forget me, erase the thought of me from your head
The damage has already been done
I'm already gone
I'd be better off dead
That's what I tell myself
Not much left can turn this around
I've already found my closure
So please forget me already
You gave me everything and yet
It still came to this
How can I sleep when there's nowhere I can call home
Everything is broken
I've been broken for too long
I'm just frozen in place
Blow my brain out and free me
End my suffering
But how could I ever look you in the eye
Everything is frozen
And everything is broken
So I've found my closure
Just go and forget me
I'm better off dead
My heart turned to stone
Everything feeling so heavy
Seeing everyone cruising through life
It's so demoralizing
How could I stand here and be content
When life is nothing but cruel
So fuck this place anyways
I'm gonna go and Kennedy myself
Atleast then I know I'll be free
Because nobody will care if I'm gone
So if you see me just know that these tears...
Are those of pain and suffering
Fuck this life
Fuck this place
I want out
I get lied to over and over again
With no remorse
And people are surprised when I'm cold
Everything is NOT fine
Being forced to run these circles
Is driving me insane
So please just forget me
That's the only thing I could ever ask
 
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