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bloodmania

born to die
Nov 30, 2024
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i actually smoked for the first time yesterday and i dont think i felt any different from before i did it . like i knew i was high because i had cotton mouth but my thoughts and every sensation was the exact same as always . the people i smoked with said that it made them calm and helped with anxiety which confused me because if anything i was a bit more paranoid than i usually am but that was the only change i noticed
 
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nobody_oac

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Mar 28, 2025
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I usually masturbate when I smoke. The orgasms are awesome XD anyone else does that?

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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
817
This is so true ... and now apparently this Government wants to push for a bill that it can be used only for medicinal purposes. Such bs!


Think I understand, you almost became one with weed, or it's a part of you? Truly sorry for the pain, that you needed weed growing up, but also glad you had it. You're not being negative, I think it's more being realistic, thanks for sharing. I started drinking at age 13 and most of my life was spent in an intoxicated haze. I'm glad I'm only on weed now. And while I appreciate weed, it can surely intensify feelings and over time, especially if overdone, I've experienced almost a lost sense of reality, but also in a good way.


I used to drink, then luckily discovered the plant, and a whole new sense of reality, ... and unreality at times.


I love it too, and it definitely amps things up! As for paranoia, like @Blueberry Panic mentioned above, panic attacks can kick in, for me this happens when I overdo it, or haven't had any in quite a while and I underestimate the quantity.


I love your thinking. Actually, I've had some pretty weird food combos, and they turned out yummy-licious! Thanks for bringing back good mems, I recall crackers with all kinds of toppings as a start. Your random thought about SN makes perfect sense to me too!

To all fellow weed lovers and @PrismHon @lynnschronicles @imtiredasf, if you haven't seen this clip already, enjoy.


So yeah that's a good way to put it. It's is like it is a part of me. I can never see myself stopping. But I love smoking so much even now. I can also see the damage it has done I'm sorry about your struggle with alcohol. I used to drink but now I hate it. It's probably because all it has brought me was more pain. Yeah I agree with you about weed. It's a hard subject to explain isn't it!

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SmilingNoMore

Elementalist
Nov 25, 2024
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i actually smoked for the first time yesterday and i dont think i felt any different from before i did it . like i knew i was high because i had cotton mouth but my thoughts and every sensation was the exact same as always . the people i smoked with said that it made them calm and helped with anxiety which confused me because if anything i was a bit more paranoid than i usually am but that was the only change i noticed
Mm, maybe give it another shot if you want? My first time was similar to yours, but also, I was afraid to "let go". The next time, years later, I was with someone I trusted and since then I got the inhaling right and I know more or less what my quota is to make the most of the experience. I don't always have a happy high, I think it depends on the mood too, but at least it's some form of escape, and the best escape is to just mellow it out, or let the weed take you wherever for a while.
 
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PrettyWhiteFlower

Use my corpse to grow mushrooms, preferably magic
May 14, 2025
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This is so true ... and now apparently this Government wants to push for a bill that it can be used only for medicinal purposes. Such bs!
I'm in the UK and that's the situation here. Only legal if you go through a private clinic and you have to prove you've tried 2 forms of treatment previously. Its all online and the minimum order for each strain is 10g.

My first prescription was two strains I'm not really keen on and now I'm stuck with loads of it 🤦🏻‍♀️
 
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SmilingNoMore

Elementalist
Nov 25, 2024
843
I'm in the UK and that's the situation here. Only legal if you go through a private clinic and you have to prove you've tried 2 forms of treatment previously. Its all online and the minimum order for each strain is 10g.

My first prescription was two strains I'm not really keen on and now I'm stuck with loads of it 🤦🏻‍♀️
Oh dear, are you going to try another strain then if it could help? Is it covered by medical insurance? That is quite a bit you have leftover, could you use it in baking maybe? Just thinking of a friend who makes her own brownies to help her sleep.
So glad its legal. What a drag life was before.
Legal without prescription? Which country are you in? I'm in Thailand and hoping it will stay legal as is now.
 
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SmilingNoMore

Elementalist
Nov 25, 2024
843
I'm having a chilled evening, hope you are too, or will be having one later.
Random thought, maybe I'm an alien, why not, and who knows? Nothing is impossible since most of life is a lie, isn't it? Maybe once we see all the lies and fakeness, the randomness and nothingness, we turn into some other being, not meant for this planet. Imagine if the next step would be space travel for those of us not making sense of this life. Catching a space shuttle instead of a bus on the journey far away from this existence.

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