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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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My heart bleeds to see that there are some lovely souls here who don't wanna die but have to consider the path of CTB.

I know it's not recovery forum, but I'm posting it here for the one's who wanna live, who wanna have hope.

Let me list down couple of things that I have learnt.

I'm someone who has learnt about the power of subconscious mind and how you can use it to improve your life. It Works!!
(It's just that I want peace now so I don't try anything any more)

The ones who want to live but are in despair, I wish to share all I have learnt in the last two decades.

Subconscious mind is an incredibly power part of our mind. (It's just a model btw to describe that function of our mind)

It takes care of our breathing, digestion, heart, every organ and everything else all at once..

If we could program the mind, we could change our life. I discovered affirmation in 2015. And I did experiments on my own life and I gave it to others who wanted to get help with something in their life.
Doing the affirmation daily religiously starts changing the life.
You don't need to do affirmation though, you can use creative visualisation, or affirmation, or scripting, or make a song using suno.com and listen to it every day.
The idea is to program the mind in a certain direction.

Just like when you were a kid, you learnt how to walk. You had to try several times before you started walking. And now, it's locked in. Even though walking utilises energy, but it feels effortless, doesn't it .

If anyone suffers from PTSD and is willing to recover, look up Havening technique on YouTube. Havening Paul McKenna is the keyword to search for.

To anyone who wishes to live and improve their life, I wish you all the luck. There's hope!!! Things can and will get better. You just have to try.

Feel free to connect with me one on one.

Also check my Hypnosis and Manifestation thread in recovery forum.

In love, light and peace.
 
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Vacíø

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Aug 12, 2026
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I think it's only fair for people who want to live to seek help. You see, I think suicide should be a last resort, when someone has exhausted all other options. I came here because I developed several chronic diseases that have no cure. But, I wonder how many users here have reached a dead end. Before I became ill, I had a fairly fulfilling life
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
250
I think it's only fair for people who want to live to seek help. You see, I think suicide should be a last resort, when someone has exhausted all other options. I came here because I developed several chronic diseases that have no cure. But, I wonder how many users here have reached a dead end. Before I became ill, I had a fairly fulfilling life
Absolutely!! Suicide should be a last resort. And as per my experiments with the mind and stuff, things can actually change. My brother didn't believe in affirmation, and I asked him to try, he manifested what he wanted and he was shocked. (There's no such thing as manifestation though - it's just that when we tune our subconscious mind with our goals - it uses all its powers to let the goal be fulfilled and it literally feels like magic)
As you've talked about chronic diseases - there may be some answers to them in homeopathy or pranic healing/reiki. Dr. Joe Dispenza has done experiments on how mind can heal our diseases.
So, I wish that your diseases get healed so you can be back to living a fulfilling life 🫂❤️
 
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Absolutely!! Suicide should be a last resort. And as per my experiments with the mind and stuff, things can actually change. My brother didn't believe in affirmation, and I asked him to try, he manifested what he wanted and he was shocked. (There's no such thing as manifestation though - it's just that when we tune our subconscious mind with our goals - it uses all its powers to let the goal be fulfilled and it literally feels like magic)
As you've talked about chronic diseases - there may be some answers to them in homeopathy or pranic healing/reiki. Dr. Joe Dispenza has done experiments on how mind can heal our diseases.
So, I wish that your diseases get healed so you can be back to living a fulfilling life 🫂❤️
Thank you so much, my friend. But I think I'm beyond recovery. Still, I'm trying to keep my head above water, even if it feels useless. I don't know you, but I've seen your comments, and I can tell you're a considerate person. Would you mind sharing why you're here?
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
250
Thank you so much, my friend. But I think I'm beyond recovery. Still, I'm trying to keep my head above water, even if it feels useless. I don't know you, but I've seen your comments, and I can tell you're a considerate person. Would you mind sharing why you're here?
It's my pleasure 🫂❤️ you've the spine to stay up despite the illnesses. More power to you✨
We have interacted earlier in one of the post. And I could connect with you (as in like mindedness). So sweet of you to say that😇
I'm here on this site with the hope, someday I may be able to find a way to attain peace. I live with family so there's not much I can do to attain peace.
 
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Vacíø

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It's my pleasure 🫂❤️ you've the spine to stay up despite the illnesses. More power to you✨
We have interacted earlier in one of the post. And I could connect with you (as in like mindedness). So sweet of you to say that😇
I'm here on this site with the hope, someday I may be able to find a way to attain peace. I live with family so there's not much I can do to attain peace.
It's just that it'd be a huge loss for the world if you quit. I hope you find peace, though
 
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DoomedDarkCircles

DoomedDarkCircles

too many secrets, please make it good tonight
Feb 23, 2024
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I will search about it. Thank u!
 
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