FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Ceasing to exist is the only "recovery" that I believe in, in my case ceasing to exist is the way to recover from how truly undesirable existence is because after all existence itself is the problem rather than the wish to be free from it. I don't understand those who act like there is something wrong with the individual if they want to be permanently unable to suffer, it's insane to me how many believe that.
But anyway having access to a peaceful suicide would solve everything for me, it would be suffering prevention, the way to find safety from suffering and peace from the futile and torturous burden of existing of a human. Only non-existence is ideal as after all nobody can be harmed by the absence of everything yet there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they exist, existence truly is an abomination and I find it beyond tragic how humans continue to impose it.
Under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer in this repulsive world that is filled with endless harm and cruelty, to me existence itself truly is nothing more than a virus that causes endless unnecessary suffering and has so senselessly tormented existing beings all throughout history. Existence itself is beyond evil which is why only eternal nothingness is beautiful to me, I find it beautiful how death erases all the suffering, I'd always see it as better that this existence is erased and forgotten about.
But anyway having access to a peaceful suicide would solve everything for me, it would be suffering prevention, the way to find safety from suffering and peace from the futile and torturous burden of existing of a human. Only non-existence is ideal as after all nobody can be harmed by the absence of everything yet there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they exist, existence truly is an abomination and I find it beyond tragic how humans continue to impose it.
Under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer in this repulsive world that is filled with endless harm and cruelty, to me existence itself truly is nothing more than a virus that causes endless unnecessary suffering and has so senselessly tormented existing beings all throughout history. Existence itself is beyond evil which is why only eternal nothingness is beautiful to me, I find it beautiful how death erases all the suffering, I'd always see it as better that this existence is erased and forgotten about.
