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doublecupj
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For those who made an unsuccessful attempt, how did you overcome the survival instinct in the final moments? What was your mindset and did you feel at peace or were you simply pushing past the fear?
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Now this sounds great. I think the key is planning so you don't feel anything is "unfinished". That's probably a big part of the SI subconsciously.I'm gonna be honest with you... I had a lot of mental prep work (I planned meticulously) and the day I did my first attempt, I had little to no food, I chatted with family and friends and I made sure to tell them "I love you bye bye" vs my normal "love you byyyeeeee" so my mind could distinctly tell the difference... The night I got myself some of my favorite alcohol, some Delta 8/9 (or illegal) flower, I started drinking and watching some awesome videos on YouTube while I sat the choice beside me. I chatted on here for a while... and after a bit, I was feeling amazing and at peace and calm and everything... and I took it.
Yes, I need to do something I really enjoy just before doing the deed.My first overdose was impulsive but I was filled with excitement that I didn't have SI. I just went to sleep immediately after listening to my favourite music. I would say, try to make it as comfortable as possible. No one can just overcome SI (other than otherdose I suppose), but the comfier you can make it for yourself, the better. Maybe you could trick yourself into excitement? Or joy?
What/how much did you take?by having a easy method like swallowing pills, i've od before and been in a coma for 2 days, i was at complete peace
I know counting helps with fear but where did you go to find this info?Simply called myself weak and counted to three. They say that counting can work as the best method to overcome SI. How this worked, surprised me to an extent.
Have a quick and simple plan and then just wait for a really depressive episode, then you just try to make it worst and eventually death will be your only desire and you won't be afraid of it.For those who made an unsuccessful attempt, how did you overcome the survival instinct in the final moments? What was your mindset and did you feel at peace or were you simply pushing past the fear?
On reddit a few years ago, probably in the comments on r/deadorvegetable or r/depression_memes. Somebody was joking about it and some people left thankful responses.I know counting helps with fear but where did you go to find this info?
damn I was hoping there's a list of SI tacticsOn reddit a few years ago, probably in the comments on r/deadorvegetable or r/depression_memes. Somebody was joking about it and some people left thankful responses.
If only I had one I wouldn't be the one responding..damn I was hoping there's a list of SI tactics![]()
timer for exactly when you'll attempt? or a countdown of time you should attempt by?Setting a timer helps too.
Yh but there's other posts like this. Think it'd be better if we had an SI prefixThis should be a sticky thread. Sooo informative to hear everyone's tips.
Yeah. I felt ready to do it and set a timer for one hour to see if I'd find a will to leave. After an hour I saw nothing and I went for it.timer for exactly when you'll attempt? or a countdown of time you should attempt by?
so like Parkinson's law, cool!Yeah. I felt ready to do it and set a timer for one hour to see if I'd find a will to leave. After an hour I saw nothing and I went for it.