NSFW First day of the year. By the end of this year I should lose my virginity

[Crematoryy]

Even though it's an unattainable goal, I can't let things continue down the path of loneliness. That's my primary objective: not sex itself, but the elimination of this pain. If that hasn't happened by 2027, I will have failed, and I will be one step closer to suicide.

 

[Lamentice]

Interesting journey to choose. You might be severely disappointed with the outcome of this one.

 

[maylurker]

it might be over

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

I dunno man, sex is kinda gay.

 

[ipmanwc0]

I dunno man, sex is kinda gay.

FR

 

[hellogoodbye999]

Even though it's an unattainable goal, I can't let things continue down the path of loneliness. That's my primary objective: not sex itself, but the elimination of this pain. If that hasn't happened by 2027, I will have failed, and I will be one step closer to suicide.

Find someone you're actually in love with to have sex with, I promise you if you do it with someone you barely like it'll make you want to CTB even more. Also getting into a relationship with someone else whilst in this mental state isn't a good idea, it will sedate some of the pain you have but it will only harm you and the other person in the long run

 

[Liebestod]

 

[closetoyou]

I dunno man, sex is kinda gay.

even better

 

[Exhausted546]

Even though it's an unattainable goal, I can't let things continue down the path of loneliness. That's my primary objective: not sex itself, but the elimination of this pain. If that hasn't happened by 2027, I will have failed, and I will be one step closer to suicide.

That's not something to be suicidal over imo.....but anyway you do you

 

[SufferFox]

As a victim I hope you mean legally...

 

[Daphne]

Work on managing your mental state first. Yes, us depressed people put out vibes that put off potential friends/partners/hiring managers etc. And we don't even realize we're doing it.

 

[No_Body]

even when i was in a relationship i still experienced loneliness and depression, and noticed i was just dragging this person down with me. the question is, is it worth it?

i'd rather just be single and have loveless connectionless sex with the ladies of the night.

 

[mychois]

As a victim I hope you mean legally...

I am sorry to ask, does that ordeal cause you suicidal, and if so, do you think that counselling would help sex or violence crimes victims?

 

[lollipoppi]

I'm in a similar situation but honestly I think sex won't change anything if it's not connected to a meaningful connection. You might end up getting the opposite of what you look for.