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HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

Chained Soul wandering this cursed plane
Jun 19, 2025
69
Greetings.
This is a purely "technical" thread in which I will be describing my SN protocol/plan with the goal of having it scheduled in plain sight, with the chance of tweaking it thanks to eventual/occasional assistance from people more knowledgeable than me on the matter.

I have read Vizzy's SN Bible but the chance that I missed something might be there, so bear with me in case I made some stupid mistakes, and, most importantly, do NOT take this as a guide! I am just sharing my personal experience!

As mentioned earlier, should I find some way to optimize the plan (possibly with the help of more knowledgeable people than me), I will edit the thread.

Requirements:
- SN: (as of 23/06/2025 it has been ordered and will arrive in a couple of days max)
- anti-emetic: I haven't had the chance to look around the house, but I am 99% sure there are no anti-emetics anywhere. Vizzy's guide mentioned using Quetiapine, which I happen to have and take regularly as medication.
- sedative: I will use my father's Xanax, and, hopefully, Quetiapine should also help, since it has a very strong sedative effect on me that begins at 2 hours past consumption.

The Plan:
I don't have a specific day, but it'll be one in which everyone in the house will be going for work, leaving the house to myself for the entire morning from about 8:30 AM up to about 1:00 PM.
Night before: smuggle all the necessary stuff in my bedroom. This includes:
- tea spoon;
- SN;
- blister of Xanax;
- blister of Quetiapine;
- hydroflask with natural water inside;
- Graded cup/plastic cup with a mark on the 44 mL water level;
6:30 AM: Wake up with the help of my phone's alarm being set at low volume under my pillow in order to wake me up without my parents noticing.
7:45 AM: take 400mg of Quetiapine (x8 50mg tabs) and 1.25mg of Xanax (x5 0.25 tabs because there's not many).
8:30 AM: drink 3.5 tea spoons of SN mixed with 44 mL of water and lay down on my right side.

The first thing I wanted to do was see if I could squeeze some extra time.
The reason why I'm not doing this at night is because my parents are light sleepers and I've been told you tend to start making noises while SN takes effect.
The first idea I had was to take the SN a bit before the last person leaves the house, since you don't immediately start being loud upon taking it. Any advice on how much time earlier I could take the SN?
 
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Alexandra0

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Scales are also very important in this matter, they are inexpensive
 
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HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

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Jun 19, 2025
69
I do have a scale. What would I need it for?
 
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To weigh the exact amount of SN. This is a very important point
 
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HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

Chained Soul wandering this cursed plane
Jun 19, 2025
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it would be problematic to manage to weigh the SN since the scale is in the kitchen cupboard and is probably used during breakfast preparation by my parents. Only other scale we have in the house is a weighing scale used to measure body weight in kgs
 
HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

Chained Soul wandering this cursed plane
Jun 19, 2025
69
Was checking Vizzy's Guide again and found this:
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At what point does the person start making potentially worrying noises? Determining this could be useful as I could push back the SN consumption to even before the last person leaves the house, gaining some extra minutes, so that the "bad noises" could begin as soon as I'm alone (Dunno if I explained it right I have a bit of a headache right now due to unrelated reasons).
 
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Was checking Vizzy's Guide again and found this:
View attachment 170094
At what point does the person start making potentially worrying noises? Determining this could be useful as I could push back the SN consumption to even before the last person leaves the house, gaining some extra minutes, so that the "bad noises" could begin as soon as I'm alone (Dunno if I explained it right I have a bit of a headache right now due to unrelated reasons).
So noise will differ between everyone. Some people vomit right away, some a few minutes into it. And then the other sometimes loudish part is "death rattles" that happen between 20-40 minutes. But I'd be cautious and not take anything until everyone is gone.

The scale is important to make sure you have the correct grams of SN. I wouldn't rely on a teaspoon personally.

I'd weigh it out and put the correct measurement of SN into an airtight container ready for you to use - well two weighed out doses stored in two separate airtight containers. As long as it is done close to the time you're ready to ctb it should be fine
 
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HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

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Jun 19, 2025
69
I guess I can give myself a couple of minutes from when I'm home alone to when I take the SN. I'll weigh it in the kitchen rapidly and prepare the drink there. Thank you all!
Can't edit the initial thread so I'll just add here the updated schedule:

The Plan:
I don't have a specific day, but it'll be one in which everyone in the house will be going for work, leaving the house to myself for the entire morning from about 8:30 AM up to about 1:00 PM.
Night before: smuggle all the necessary stuff in my bedroom. This includes:
- tea spoon;
- SN;
- blister of Xanax;
- blister of Quetiapine;
- hydroflask with natural water inside;
- Graded cup/plastic cup with a mark on the 44 mL water level;
6:30 AM: Wake up with the help of my phone's alarm being set at low volume under my pillow in order to wake me up without my parents noticing.
7:45 AM: take 400mg of Quetiapine (x8 50mg tabs) and 1.25mg of Xanax (x5 0.25 tabs because there's not many).
8:30 AM: prepare everything. Weigh the SN using a scale. Prepare the PC with the note on screen.
8:35 AM: drink 22 gm of SN mixed with 44 mL of water and lay down on my right side.
 
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