ZEROEDOUT
Member
- Sep 25, 2025
- 18
I've just moved cross country and left many of my personal belongings behind which has essentially put me at square one again.
I have my car, and given I plan to CO (using the car as the confined area rather than the emitter,) I have enough of a start.
However the issue is finding the time to go out and buy the necessary "kit" and therein finding where to keep it. I've frustratingly gone from living in one person's house to a separate person's house and it makes me feel entirely fucking agentless.
Realistically I know I could buy all I need and keep it in my trunk. Im very much an adult and outside of The Crazy OCD paranoia I highly doubt it would become an issue.
On top of everything I work very long hours now. 10am-10:30pm nearly daily and by the time I get off work everything is closed.
Does anyone else struggle with this? There's something very deeply shameful and paranioa inducing about having to go out and buy what I need rather than naturally accumulating it overtime. I know this is entirely something I must overcome. I can't even really begin to look at what I need without becoming entirely convinced They Will Know.
I have my car, and given I plan to CO (using the car as the confined area rather than the emitter,) I have enough of a start.
However the issue is finding the time to go out and buy the necessary "kit" and therein finding where to keep it. I've frustratingly gone from living in one person's house to a separate person's house and it makes me feel entirely fucking agentless.
Realistically I know I could buy all I need and keep it in my trunk. Im very much an adult and outside of The Crazy OCD paranoia I highly doubt it would become an issue.
On top of everything I work very long hours now. 10am-10:30pm nearly daily and by the time I get off work everything is closed.
Does anyone else struggle with this? There's something very deeply shameful and paranioa inducing about having to go out and buy what I need rather than naturally accumulating it overtime. I know this is entirely something I must overcome. I can't even really begin to look at what I need without becoming entirely convinced They Will Know.
