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imsinking

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Jan 22, 2025
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My preferred method is drugs. I'd like to take some fentanyl and nod out in some desperately needed peace. Problem is I'm having trouble finding any. Life just keeps getting worse and everyone around me is no help in any way shape or form. I'm sick of it. I don't know what to do or where to look. I'm stuck and paralyzed in depression and misery. I need out of this life.
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
I feel the same. I wish I could get my hands on some. I have no connections and not sure how to find a legit source on the dark web. Have thought about going into a bad neighborhood but I'm scared of getting robbed raped or ripped off. Ugh.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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If you look in the sticky/pinned section at the top of this forum there are threads on method resources as well as ways you should not attempt to kill yourself.
 
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imsinking

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Jan 22, 2025
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I feel the same. I wish I could get my hands on some. I have no connections and not sure how to find a legit source on the dark web. Have thought about going into a bad neighborhood but I'm scared of getting robbed raped or ripped off. Ugh.
I feel that. I also considered walking around in the city looking for someone to help me score but have the same concerns as you.
 
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Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
58
My preferred method is drugs. I'd like to take some fentanyl and nod out in some desperately needed peace. Problem is I'm having trouble finding any. Life just keeps getting worse and everyone around me is no help in any way shape or form. I'm sick of it. I don't know what to do or where to look. I'm stuck and paralyzed in depression and misery. I need out of this life.
I mean there are plenty good videos on tor and how to get on the dark web. A good resource is this "Mental Outlaw" on youtube. Search for him and dark web and you can get into it. Also read things on dread (reddit for dark net). If you really want to get into it you will need to do some research and reading but in the end its really simple...

Though I would read some articles on this forum why its not a good idea to OD but thats up to you to decide in the end...

A video that is a bit old rn but still good is:
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,502
I really understand, I also need peace from this cruel existence, all I wish for is to cease existing peacefully and never suffer ever again, I also find it so dreadful and torturous to exist and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing in an guaranteed way, I see so much cruelty in how that is denied for me, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,513
I am very sorry for your situation
hope you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,230
Fentanyl is not a "real" drug. You cannot just go out and buy it. It is added to other low quality "products" to provide the desired kick. Often without the consumers knowledge.
It is very powerful so only the smallest amount is added. Killing your customers is bad business.
 

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